I was on the couch cuddling marco as we watched the nun.
"This is kinda scary" I mumbled
"That's why I'm here to make sure you don't get scared" he pulled me into his chest
I smiled and rolled my eyes.
"You know you didn't have to quit your job, right?" He said
"I know but I just dont wanna see him and deal with his shit anymore"
"You know i have to go back home one day right?" He looked down at me
"Well then.. i wanna go with you" i looked at him
"Y/n you cant just move to a different country across the world because of some boy your running from your problems"
"I'm not running I'm choosing to go with you"
"Y/n-"
I cut him off and pulled him into a kiss. He seemed shocked but then kissed back. I moved onto his lap and rocked my hips back and fourth.
"Y-y/n wait" marco groaned
I sighed and pulled away.
"You cant just fuck me and think your problems are gonna go away I know you still feel for mattia and-.. and I'm not gonna be a little toy to you"
"But your not just a toy your more than that marco just-"
"You sould like mattia" he said
"I- just it-.. fuck!" I stood up pacing around the room
"I hate him, I hate him, I hate him so fucking m-much" I started to cry
"Its alright, let it all out" he pulled me into a hug
"I hate the effect he has on me I hate that I miss him, I h-hate that I miss his kisses, a-and cuddles"
"I know y/n I know shh it's alright" he rubbed my back
"Just please take me back to Italy with you we dont have to date just take me marco..make me forget" I grabbed onto his collar begging
He sighed "alright"
I pulled him into a hug not wanting to let go.
"T-thankyou" I sniffled
"Your welcome"
Meanwhile
I was in an ally waiting for jenna. I made sure my handgun was hidden so she wouldnt see it.
Just then I saw jenna walking down the alley confused.
"Ma-mattia..?" She asked looking around
I appeared from the darkness and stood infront of her.
"Wait.. your anonymous right?" She asked
I didnt say anything and grabbed the gun from my side pointing it at her.
"Wait p-please dont shoot I-im pregnant please!" She begged
Before I could pull the trigger I felt a gun up to my head.
"Put it down mattia" ale said from behind me
"Mattia?" Jenna said confused
I put my gun down and sighed. I took off my ask and turned to Alejandro.
"You dont have to kill her" he said
I turned to jenna who stood there still shaking.
"So this is how it goes huh? You dont wanna face hour problems so you just kill her and it all goes away" Ale said
I didnt say anything and looked down at my shoes
"Mattia face it! You fucked up you couldnt even wait a fucking week?!" He scolded
"I-ill get an abortion" jenna insisted
"Yes"
"No" me and ale said at the same time
I glared at him
"Mattia needs to take responsibility for his actions even if it last for 18 years" ale said
"Ale mind your fucking business!" I yelled at him
He rolled his eyes and walked off. I sat back down on the bench I was sitting on and ran my hands through my hair.
"So this is it huh? I'm stuck with you and that kid forever?" I looked up at her
"Im sorry mattia I really am.. i-..I should've stopped it, b-but how about this I'll take care of the kid on my own you dont have to see it nor do you have to pay child support"
"I'm not gonna be absent on my kids life.. even if I dont want it I'll pay child support and visit it once in a while but we are nothing" I clarified
She nodded
I got up and started to walk away
"W-wait mattia" she called out for me
I turned around to her
"What did you wanna name him or her?" She asked
"Whatever you want" I shrugged and walked away
I walked down the street and stopped when my phone rung
"Hello?"
"We got a problem" ale said
"What?" I asked still annoyed with him
"The "love of your life" is moving to italy with your brother"
I froze. No words could come out of my mouth. I quickly hung up the phone running to my princess's apartment.
And can someone tell me where i can read the book killing stalking because nobody wants to tell me and it's annoying and dont day sum shit like "oh you dont wanna read it it's disgusting" I WOULDNT HAVE ASKED IF I DIDNT WANNA READ IT.
so pls tell me before I lose my fucking mind thankyou😌
