Sittin' on the porch
scared to ring the bell
I wait for u to see me
I sit here scared as hell
Rockin' in the chair hopin' the squeaks bring u near
I wait for u to hear me
I'm alone so filled wit fear
Pacin' on the hard wood, not knowin' wat to say
Wen u see me pacin' , wen u make ur way
Layin' on ur welcome mat
not feelin' very welcome.
I guess u're in there sleepin'
u're so peaceful wen u sleep
Freezin' on the outside, so cold but yet so sweet
Ur body's on the inside, I'd kill to feel ur heat.
Dialin' on my phone, the number of ur phone
I can't mash send, so now I'm goin' home.
Walkin' towards my car, I'm down about myself
Gettin' in my car, I want to kill myself
U make me feel complete, at the same tyme. . . I'm me.
I'm so always not complete, wit out u I'm never free.
Free from depressive states of mind, body, and soul,
Free from sad days wit me, free from sad days alone.
Turnin' my ingnition switch, bright lights start shinin' through.
My eyes are blinded momentarily. . .HOLY SHYT IT'S U!
Sittin' on the porch together, not worried about the bell
We're lookin' in each others eyes, I'm no longer scared as hell.
This night will be a memory, one that's sure to keep.
I didn't want to wake u, I thought u were sound asleep.
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My Poems of Life
PoetryThese are sum of my best poems that I have wrote threw the years, writing poetry was and is my release of my feelings, thoughts and stressors. If you read my poems and they relate to you or help you in anyway I would love to hear about it! I hope th...
