December 2, 2015
Dear Jane,
Only 23 more days till Christmas and 22 more days till Louis' birthday. Louis said he might throw a party, but he's still thinking about as he says. I wondered if Louis did throw a party would you be there? Knowingly he would invite you since you're still his friend, but you probably wouldn't go since you really don't like going to any kind of social events and probably because you know I'm gonna be there.
You rarely did attend parties or any other social event really. You always said they weren't thing, somehow that didn't take me by surprise since you are a very shy and quiet person. You don't like very loud environments, you just like it very still and quiet.
I remembered back when we just started dating and you were studying for your finals, I came by and just started to watch TV and I got bored so I thought it would be a good idea to bug you and damn I was right. I was doing all kinds of forms of disturbances like running around the house making weird screeching noises, poking you, blowing on your face, and etc.
Somehow you were able to stand that for 30 minutes till you told me "Stop or else". I never found you intimidating so I decided to tease you by saying "Or else what tiny girl?", the next you did really caught me off guard (still does to be honest), you grabbed my collar and kissed me. Like I said I viewed you as a shy person back then so you doing such a bold move on me really caught me off guard. After the kiss you smirked and said "Are you going to stop now?" and I was into much shock to say anything so I just nodded quickly and sat back down on the couch with my hand touching my lips and that was how our first kiss started.
Thinking about it again made me miss kissing you. How do you make these feelings go away?
Yours truly,
Niall
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edited: January 3, 2016
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