Paramnesia | Anime ff

Chapter 1: Another Boring Day...

             *Maranda's pov*

I slowly open my eyes adjusting to the bright light shining through my window. Waking up to the sound of my annoying alarm clock, I push myself up and sat straight. I yawn and rub my eyes. I just sat there, on my bed, thinking about that event again, about my coma state of course. Well I guess it has become my every morning thing now...

I suppose another boring day huh... I tilt my head a little and peek outside of my window. I sighed thinking that maybe it will not rain today.

"Wow that was some strange dream huh..." Well I suppose i'm used to them now after waking up from my coma state, i've been having these every night since then. Sometimes I think these dreams even warn me about some certain future events. Weird... Sometimes they scare me too much to the point I get asthma attacks late at night...

Seriously what even happened to me though? After I woke up, I literally didn't have any memories. I can't even feel like this is me anymore...

Shirayuki told me some main things like she and other three girls are my sisters. Except for that I don't remember anything. Sometimes I feel like i'm dead or maybe living someone else's life. It creeps me out when I think that far tho...

My sister's voice snaps me out of my every morning thoughts again.

"Maranda, are you awake?" Shirayuki slightly opens my door. After seeing I woke up, she steps inside.

I smile looking at her. She brings my chair which was placed near my table and sit in front of me.

"Good morning." My voice felt like a whisper.

"Good morning. So how was your night? You didn't have any asthma attacks again right?"

I nodded slightly while saying yes.

She gives a small sigh.

"I'm sorry. I know i'm not doing my best. I can't even buy you medicine because they are way too expensive and we're also short of money..."

I hold her hand giving her a small smile. She looks at me with sad eyes.

"Don't worry! Imma brave girl!" I hold up my other hand making it into a fist.

She chuckles.

"Yes, you are."

There was a moment of silence. After a few seconds she spoke up again.

"I'm sorry if you think i'm hiding anything from you. I just didn't wanted you to have panic attacks. You were actually in a very sensitive condition at that time. One mistake and something bad would've happened to you. So I acted like I didn't knew anything." I just kept staring at her, understanding every one of her words.

"Then....can you tell me that now what actually happened to me which led me to coma...?" I asked having curiosity in my voice.

"Well I suppose I should tell you because this is not something to always keep it a secret." She pauses as I kept staring at her.

"You were in a road accident. You weren't in any vehicle though. So I suppose a car crashed into you then maybe after that you were hit by a truck. Judging from the statements from the locals I suppose that's what happened or maybe it could be the other way around." I was quite shocked after hearing this. But I suppose maybe that's the valid reason why I was in coma.

"I'm sorry that I didn't tell you this..." she apologises again.

"No no its ok. You did the right thing." I give her a smile again. In response she smiles back.