Young again

21

4 years later

ｄｅｓｔｉｎｙ ｐｏｖ

Im sitting on a really uncomfortable bench watching r5 do there interview they just started so it's going to be some time Ashlynn is sitting beside me we are not allowed to talk or the interview gets messed up Ashlynn learned that the hard way it was last year she was five ross told her to stay quiet and sit with Chantelle or she is going to get a whippen I wasn't there I had a acting audition but anyways Ashlynn screamed I want mommy in the middle of the interview she didn't think ross would actually whip her but he did after that she never talked during a interview again I looked down at her she was laying her head on my arm she looked up at me then turned so now she was laying with her head in my lap it was her birthday today she's 6 and she's not so thrilled that daddy has to work on her birthday she closed her eyes so she could go to sleep I ran my hand through her messy hair I wish I could go to sleep so bad right now me and ross were up late stressing out about a picture some fan got of ross and Ashlynn then posted it and tagged him in it and said who's the mom #destiny. we finally went to sleep though but it ended with a fight there was lots of yelling and cussing the last thing he said to me was this is all your fault how is it my fault I told him to not be in public with Ashlynn like that he keeps looking at me during the interview but I won't look at him I know I'm making him nervous and I shouldn't during a interview but I just don't want to look at him I'm afraid I will break I look at the interviewer asking questions she says "so who's single in the band" ross raises his hand "just me" she smiles "well who are the rest of you dating" Riker answers "I'm dating a girl named Chantelle we have been together for 4 years" Rocky says "I'm dating a girl named Lauren we just started dating like last week" rydel says "and me and ratliff are together" they both smile then the interviewer says "well Riker you have been with that girl a long time where is she" Riker looks down at his folded hands "o she couldn't be here today she has to do some stuff" as in stuff he means go to the hospital to see if shes pregnant the interviewer looks back at ross "so ross are you going to get a girlfriend anytime soon" he shrugs his shoulders then looks at me this time I look back at him he smiles I smile back then the interviewer goes on Ashlynn must have fell asleep I try to get comfortable but it's no use then the interviewer stands up it must be over I still sit there though ross walks over to me and picks up Ashlynn off my lap she lays her head on his shoulder and goes right back asleep he stands there looking at me I stand up he says "I'm sorry it's not your fault" I smile "its both of ours" he says "we will get through it together" I nod as in agreeing with him then we walk to the tour bus we all sit down in the lounge except for ross he put Ashlynn in his bunk then walked back they all looked exhausted then Riker stood up "guys we have a photo shoot lets get dressed" they all groaned but then got ready we went to the photo shoot it was way more funner than the interview because they all aren't occupied at the same time except for group pictures and we can talk when we got there ross got Ashlynn up and we went in it was a big room with a green screen and cameras there was a couch so we could sit thank god I sat down on the couch Ashlynn was running around with her uncles rydel sat down beside me "destiny can you fix my makeup" I turned to her "sure" she handed me the makeup and I started fixing her eye shadow I stopped and switched to her eye liner she said "ross really likes you" I sighed "I know but I'm not ready for that yet she smiled "I know umm can I ask you a question" I smiled "sure" she looked away at ross playing with Ashlynn "does he seem more aggressive to you" I smiled "ya I don't get it like he whips Ashlynn when she does just one little thing wrong and he punches things and breaks them when he's mad" she took a deep breathe "I wonder why" I smiled "I will talk to him" then finished her makeup Chantelle walked in crying Riker didn't notice but me and rydel did we got up and ran over to her I said "what happened" she lightly smiled "I'm pregnant" me and rydels jaw dropped Chantelle said "I need to talk to Riker" she walked away to find Riker me and rydel looked at each other then ross yelled "rydel your turn" she turned around "ok" then walked over to the camera ross walked over to me "umm so we haven't talked about Ashlynn's birthday" I smiled "ya well I thought we could do it tomorrow since you guys don't work" he smiled "ya that will be fine" I smiled "ok" then we kinda stood there awkwardly me and him don't communicate much I walked over and sat back down on the couch and he went back to Ashlynn
After the photo shoot we went back to the tour bus to travel to the next city everybody was getting ready for bed I was already in my pajamas I had on at shirt that went down to my knees it said Mountain Dew on the front I was sitting on the couch in the lounge I had my knees pulled up to my chest with my shirt pulled over them to my feet I was drinking hot chocolate ross made it for me I don't know why but it's really good we were the only ones left in the lounge because everyone is already in there bunks great the last two left has to sleep in the big bed in the back together I forgot now I have to sleep with ross sometimes he gets so aggressive I feel like he's gonna rape me I know he wouldn't but still I looked over at him he was staring at me I didn't know what to do so I smiled he smiled back but this wasn't just any smile this was his young smile the care free one I haven't seen that smile in 5 years it made me smile more than I drank the rest of my hot chocolate and sat it on the counter he stood up "lets go to bed" he planned this "your a jerk I'm going to sleep in here" he looked at me "I said lets go to bed" I smirked at him "and I said I'm sleeping in here" he gritted his teeth "don't make me do something I don't want to do" I looked up at him "you wouldn't" he picked me up and threw me over his shoulder my shirt went up to my neck reveling everything he opened the door to the bunks I was kicking and screaming I had my eyes shut but I imagine that people were looking out there bunks at me seeing everything ross opened the door to the back bedroom and put me on the bed by that time Riker and rocky were out of there bunks Riker grabbed Ross's shoulder and turned him around "ross what's going on" ross pushed his hand away "don't touch me" Riker punched him in the face and gave him a bloody nose ross shut the door fast and locked it riker yelled "ross open or we are knocking it down" I said "Riker just stop ok just let him cool off please just go back to bed" Riker yelled "you can't handle him he's to strong" I yelled back "just go to bed" Riker lowered his voice but it's still loud "what if he rapes you" ross yells "rape is that what you think I would do I would never but maybe I should since you all think I would"