Hopeless

Chapter 2

Lights on

Lisa's smile could light up even the biggest room, that's what her girlfriend though whenever she saw it.

Currently Lisa was standing in the corner of the room, talking to Niki and Jennie couldn't help but stare at her.

It was a rare occasion that made Lisa wear a dress, the one that fit her body perfectly.

"You're staring."

"I know. How could I not?"

Jennie chuckles to herself when she sees Taehyung rolling his eyes and walking away.

For a few more moments Jennie's eyes never leave Lisa and she can't comprehend how can someone be so beautiful.

Jennie's smile only grows bigger when she sees Lisa walking over.

"You've been staring at me for a while, thought I'd come over and say hi." Lisa says after a quick kiss.

"Hello." Jennie giggles and Lisa's heart starts beating like crazy.

Lisa closes her eyes as she hugs the New Zealander girl and for a moment everything is okay, it's just the two of them.

"Niki asked if we want to join them later in the motel, a bunch of them is going."

"I already told them we are going Lili."

And sure, it might have been almost six months since Jennie kissed her for the first time, Lisa still feels the whole damn zoo in her stomach whenever Jennie uses a cute nickname for her.

An hour later Lisa finds herself in a motel room full of her friends and it feels nice, it feels even better because Jennie is hugging her from behind and Jennie's touch is enough to get her drunk.

"You look so good."

Lisa suddenly feels like she's burning and she's not sure if it's because of the words itself or the fact Jennie just whispered it to her while her hands were resting on Lisa's tights.

It's like something clicked for Lisa in that very moment. Jennie is the one.

"I love you." Lisa says above a whisper before standing up and pulling Jennie outside. It makes Jennie feel nervous because they talked about this a few times and she wants to make sure Lisa is ready.

Jennie takes her time setting up the mood in one of the rooms they booked for the night. Lisa kisses her neck as her hands nervously try to find the right playlist.

And then, it's Jennie's lips against Lisa's and it's Jennie's lips on Lisa's neck and Lisa's hands in Jennie's hair and it's messy and both of them are so nervous but if Lisa was ever sure about anything in her life, it's this.

When Lisa tries to turn off the lights, Jennie stops her. "I want to see how beautiful you are. All of you."

Lisa closes her eyes and gives her a slow nod in agreement.

Now, Lisa never liked showing her body but it just feels natural when Jennie slowly starts taking off her dress.

And Jennie's breath is caught in her throat because Lisa is so wonderful and she is so lucky and blessed to be a part of this.

Jennie's shaky fingers trace imaginary art all over Lisa's skin and it's gentle and sweet, as if Lisa is made of a porcelain.

As the night goes on, both of them are being more and more sure in their movements.

Lisa is in awe whenever she hears Jennie let out a soft moan and Jennie feels like she just won a lottery whenever Lisa let's out a shaky breath or tries to hide a moan.

And as the night goes on and on Lisa discovers parts of Jennie she never knew even existed, as the night goes on Jennie finds herself being more and more in love with the younger girl.

It's a mess, honestly. Lisa is laughing and Jennie is giggling too much and their kisses are messy and sometimes their hands still shake here and there but Lisa wouldn't change a thing.

"I'm so in love with you." Lisa whispered before cuddling her girlfriend.

It's been hours since they left the party but Jennie doesn't regret it even a bit, she hopes Lisa doesn't too.

There's a smile on their faces as they stay up the whole night, in each other's embrace as they get drunk in each other's words.

Jennie is sure she could listen to Lisa talking all day. She could if the younger girl didn't randomly fell asleep in the middle of the sentence.

In a situation like this there's nothing you can do except kiss their forehead, pull the sheet over your bare bodies and go to sleep just minutes before the sun comes out.