uhhh vent book?????

im tired.

ngh,,
i don't have energy for much stuff anymore,,
i barely have enough energy to eat,,
i would like to talk to this to my therapist but,,
my mom is there
if i tell her why,, mom will yell at me.
i don't wanna get yelled at.
i already got yelled at twice this week.
i'm so tired..
why can't i let go of things and be happy again??
school is gonna start in september and i'm scared.
what if i mess up??
what if mom yells at me??
i'm scared.
but
i have hope that she can stop yelling at me.
i hope she stops.
then i won't have to be scared anymore.
then i won't be tired anymore.