Caged In My Emotions

chapter 5(Mind games)

It's a tiring game resenting the scars and the fearful memories.
Efrat Cybulkiewicz

I awoke to a sharp pain, I was having migraines it wasn't new, this was the effect of the drugs I took earlier. I held onto one side of my head before feeling like a load has been lifted up. Struggling I stood up only to find my room in a mess .

Drugs scattered everywhere, a glass broken with water spilled on the floor. Trying to remember what happened last night, I remembered that I couldn't get a hold of the water but how was a glass broken. I took a few steps closer to the door to find blood stains on tissues like it has been used to clean up an extremely bleeding injury and blood stains on the floor only then did I realize that someone was playing tricks with my mind.

This incident was so similar to the one that happened few months ago, I felt helpless just as I had felt then I felt I couldn't do anything just like then, as I was comparing this two incidents together, I felt that someone was actually earnestly hoping for me to lose my mind but what gain would they benefit if I lost my mind.

In relation to the incident few months ago someone must have had a hand in this n the incident also, it wasn't a coincidence that the four important people in my life would just go like that. I couldn't believe I have been naive all along not to notice. Was it because of my illness. I need to find out all about the incident that took place two month ago. I need to catch the culprit. It all made sense to me now. The incident as well as what just occurred has actually been plotted by someone to make me suffer and possibly lose my mind.