'I never been so torn up,
in all of my life,
I can't believe i let myself break down'
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"Hey Jane!"
"Yeah?"
What's up with my brother? He looks weird today. High maybe? Well, whatever.
"Umm soo, mom called today," Tommy looks restless.
Shit.
"What the fuck does SHE wants?" i said barely calming down.
"She said she has a bussiness trip next week at Japan. She still remember that Japan is your favourite country, so she invited you to come along." Tommy said slowly and one by one like i'm a damn kid who doesn't understand English.
"Well tell her she can go fuck herself and don't ever call us again! Oh, and one more thing, tell her that i HATE to interrupt her little honeymoon with her happy family" i said sarcasticly.
"Woah there. Ease your horses lil' lady. Its your mother you're talking about Jane," Tommy sigh and looks disappointed in me.
"Mother? You sure? I don't think so Tommy. What kind of mother that leaves her children? What kind of mother that abandons her own children?!" I cried hysterically.
Tommy tries to comfort me and tries to calm me down. He shushed me while strocking my hair. I tried to fight back my tears but they were too many. I cried.
"I know that kiddo. I know,"
"10 years Tommy! 10 fucking years!" I was chocked by my sobs.
"I know,"
"I hate her. I really really do"
"I know Jane. Sometimes i hate her too," Tommy sighs and wipes a tear.
My mom left us 10 years ago. She left us when Tommy was 9 years old and i'm barely 7. We knew that our parents always fight and dislikes each other, but i never thought that she'll leave. Okay i know that maybe they'll divorce, but they will always looks after us, right? Not in a million years i would think that my mother would leave without telling us. Just a fucking piece of paper that's written, 'I need to clear my head. I won't be long. xoxo'
I cried for 3 hours straight when Dad told us that mom might never return. Well if she's dead, that's one thing. But she is alive. Breathing. It hurts to know that someone that you love so fucking much is out there, uknown whereabouts but still alive and she never send a letter or even a fucking phone call. And then 10 years later she just fucking return but with a new family and a large belly. Dad nearly died of a heart attack for crying out loud! Me? Well i do cried, but only for an hour this time. It's no use to waste my tears for a person who don't give a damn about me. It's better to cry for someone that you care, like when The Rev died, i cried the whole night and was depressed for a week.
After i've cried my eyes out and calmed down, i looked at Tommy.
"You know what big bro? You're right."
"What?"
"She is our mother. Our motherfucker." i said casually and then laugh my ass off.
"You know i'm always right, Jane" Tommy winked at me and he flashed my favourite grin.
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Hi guys :D sorry for the late update :/
Well school starts this sunday which is suck :<
Thank you again for reading, bye lavyou ;*
-Moving On by Asking Alexandria
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Don't Go
Teen Fiction"If i let you in, you just want out, If i tell you the truth, you'll vie for a lie."
