Don't Go

8- He's gone

He's gone.

And he's not coming back.

I was told that Vic has a tumor in his brain and his parent decided to move here because of his last wish. He wanted to come home and live as a normal teenage boy as possible. He wanted to please his parents. But he end up hurting them anyway. Because despite the promises that he made, he broke them anyway. He leaves even when he promised that he'll stay. He destroy even when he promised that he'll love. And worst of all? He leaves without saying goodbye. His last word for me was "i'm sorry."

Fucking bastard! Who do he think he is? Entering people lives and then exit silently without any goodbyes? Who do he think he is? Loving someone and then destroy them? Seriously, i've cried enough for that boy.

It's been 6 month since Vic passed way.

I missed him.

I missed his stupid jokes.

I missed his flirty attitude.

I missed him calling me 'Vanilla Berry'.

I missed him kissing me.

I missed our innocent cuddling.

I missed the way he would look at me like i'm the centre of his universe.

I missed the way the would hold my hand carefully like i'm made of some fucking glass and is fragile.

Honestly.

I miss Vic so fucking much.

And eventually i stopped caring. I stopped trying to bring him back. He's gone and he ain't coming back.

He only appeared when he feels like it. Sometimes he appeared in massive cries in the middle of the night.
Sometimes he appeared in break down dejavu. Sometimes he appeared when i'm looking at the stars wondering what is he doing right now? Is he in heaven or hell? I hope he's in heaven. Because that's the only place where he belongs.

When I'm on my way to work, and i saw a tall boy with a dirty blond hair, i would always assume that he's Vic.

But then I realized he was smoking.

Vic hates smoking.

The boy was wearing a faded Behemoth t-shirt.

Vic hates Behemoth.

That's when I realize that my boy is truly gone and he is not coming back. May he rest in peace.

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