not right now 👣

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I woke up in Chase's room, i got up and changed into a casual outfit.

Yes i stan addison❤

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Yes i stan addison❤

I walked downstairs and saw Nick. As soon as he saw me, he ran up to me and hugged me. "Guess what!?" He said excitedly. "What is it" i said while making me some cereal. "Darianka is with Tony. And i don't have to fake date her anymore!" He exclaimed, i felt hurt, did he not care wbout my feelings? I decided to play hard to get....so me being the sarcastic bitch I am, I said this. "Okay, who are you going to date now?" I said looking at him. He looked confused but I just continued eating my cereal.

An hour later...

Chase walked downstairs with no top on and his hair was messy and he looked so tired. "Chase, last night was great. Thanks" i said smiling, "No need to thank me, im always here for you lil sis" he said in his morning voice. Aww cute....WAIT WHAT AM I THINKING?! AGHHHHHHHHH....OKAY FOCUS FOCUS. IT WAS JUST A SLEEP OVER.....right?

As I was caught up in my thoughts I didn't realise Nick was tapping my shoulder and saying "hello? Earth to Ashley" i looked at him and said "what?"

"Can we talk?" He said giving me a face that was too iconic....

"Can we talk?" He said giving me a face that was too iconic

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A/N
He kinda look creepy doe! Ngl 🤣🤣

Okay back to story.

I nodded and walked with him upstairs. Suddenly I got a notification from my phone(in my pocket)
And i looked at it was a video named.
'Exposing Ashley' by a random person who spilled "Tea"
I put it on my watch later list, because i needed to talk to Nick right now.

"Are you mad at me? Did I do something wrong?" He said as soon as we got in the room. He shut the door and then turned to me. I sighed. I didn't want to respond. He did nothing wrong, i just don't want a relationship right now, "no nick, your fine...its me. I'm a mess but I just need time okay?" I said while fake smiling. I needed to hold in my feelings.

Don't show them, your not pity and your not a loser, pick your head up and be a boss bitch.
(Okay but, mood ☆_☆)

He stood there as if he was thinking of something to say. I walked out and flopped on my bed and cried.

Dont cry too loud, you are not weak. You are strong. You don't need a stupid boy to cuddle you every night. You know what......STUFF IT
I screamed into my pillow and ran to the bathroom and locked the door. I smiled as I looked at myself in the mirror. Wow I look ugly. Haha
(Again..mood! Okay ill stop)
I opened the cupboard and got the box that I hadn't opened ever since my dad died.....it was 2 blades..

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