Attached conflicts.

Prologue.

This wasn't where I wanted to be, this wasn't where I belong, this isn't what I deserve, the three thoughts that infected my mind and placed me where I am now - at the end of a deep sea. I stared into the white boring room and remembered it at all. A tear slid down my face and i couldn't control it anymore. I looked around not knowing where I belonged, not knowing what to do. Its like my soul was stolen away and I wasn't me anymore.

Let's see whats inside my medicine cabinet? Depression? Check. Hatred? Check. Abandonment? Check. I could go on and on about how devastated I am. "You're strong Laura" I mumbled to myself but my mind refused to understand.

"Laura darling it's getting late you should be heading home right now" nurse Kelly said.

I wiped my tears, faked a smile and left.

The air inside the hospital is suffocating. It goes through my nose and infects every cell like an uncontrollable disease.

I rushed outside the hospital pushing everyone out of my way. Can my mind be manipulated like people do? The question sticked in my mind until my body refuse to stay awake.

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The clock struck 6 and my alarm started dinging. I woke up, hopped into the shower, wore my most boring clothes and looked into the mirror.

The girl in the mirror isnt the old Laura anymore, she's the worn out girl who can't attain happiness, she's the girl whom life stepped on and crashed all her dreams.

I opened my bedroom's door and the smell of emptiness filled the house, 'This will end soon' I tried to convince myself. "Hey honey, your breakfast is ready" aunt Carley said. "I'm not hungry at all" I replied while taking my car keys and driving away from the house.

And here comes school, the place for the most self-centered, bitchy, deceitful, and fussy people in this whole universe.

I entered the hallway and people started staring at me. I could hear them whispering ' what happened to her?', ' where is the old funny and outgoing Laura?' My mind was so screwed that I couldn't even focus on what they're saying. I'm not going to let this get to me. This thought circled my mind until I had an idea that may stop this all.

And then it hit me: I need a job, maybe this will make me feel better, maybe my misery will stop and I'll live a normal life.

She wanted me to be happy after all didn't she? Nurse Kelly told me her last wish was a guidance that may lead me to happiness. I'll search the whole world for this guidance, maybe it's right in front of me and I had no idea it's there.

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