Teo sat with me until we left I guess this will be the last time holding hands before you meet another girl ... I wouldn't do that ... Sure teo every girl wants you I was just lucky to have you and it was the best few weeks / months of my life and no matter what I'll never forget you ... And we rnt breaking up so there is no need to be saying this ... Really you still love me ? Yes .., and then our flight got called he walked me down to the gate give me a hug and a kiss the longest kiss we ever had and told me to stay strong I wasn't aloud my phone on the whole time and there was no internet on the plane so I had no contact with him until I got there and got to my new house ... Thankfully they had a tv on the plane so I started flicking through I had my earth to echo DVD with me and the plane had a DVD player cause my parents payed for first class so I put it on I put my headphones on and watched I cried a lot and laughed to but mostly cried about at the movie and a bit that my boyfriend is in that movie and that's all I'm going to see of his for a while most of my bikinis were at Teo's so I would have to buy new ones about several hours later that's what it seemed like we landed and found our house it wasn't that big and for us to have the biggest room me and Ella had to share a room which is stupid and it's going to be really hard to FaceTime teo when my sisters here but thankfully my best friend allie lives in New York so I can always go over to hers it's rough my room was already as it was back in California only one part had my stuff and the other had Ella's I'm more of the girly type whilst she's more the goth type I facetimed teo as soon as I connected to my internet I was so happy to see his face but so sad at the same time he was actually in school when I facetimed him he was out side cause he was on break ... How's New York ? Scary big and horrible ! Why ? I have to share a room with my sites and I haven't got you here with me :( I know but I can always iMessage ... We talked for at least 3 hours it was great and I loved it but I needed sleep
