1095 Days

Chapter 3

Chapter 3.

Once we arrived to my darkened house, we both stepped in quietly & walked down to my room in that same silence.

When we got to it, I shut the door quietly & turned to patrick. " What happened back there?" I looked at him. While his gaze stood on the ground.

" I don't know.." he sighed and ran a hand through his hair.

I walked up to him and hugged him, I knew he was about to break down.

" I d-don't understand." He choked through sobs " I thought I was o-over him." He clutched on to me.

"Shh shh its okay." I rubbed his back gently.

"I'm sorry." He pulled back & wiped his tears. "Don't apologize its not your fault." I looked down and fiddled with my fingers.

"Do you want to borrow some sweats?" I looked back up to see him closer to me, his face a couple of centimeters away from mine. 

"Yeah." He whispered close to my lips, I turned around and left him standing there.

I tossed him some big sweats and then changed infront of him quickly.

I tossed my clothes to the side & laid down.

He stood with his shirt off & the sweats on. "Did they fit?" I yawned. "Yeah." He crawled on the bed & laid next to me. 

"Night patrick." I whispered & turned the lamp off.

" Night Charlie." He turned around making his back face me.

I turned around & let the darkness soon take over me.

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Charlie..You cant just sit there and put everybody's lives ahead of yours and think that counts as love.

Sam sighed and hugged me.

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I was awoken by a loud thunder, it must be a thunder storm.

I looked over to the clock 3:27am.

I dragged myself out of bed & wraped my arms around my shoulders. I sat down in the chair I had infront my window and looked outside.

It was still dark, although the rain washed over the streets.

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I'm gonna go get your gift, aunt whispered & smiled down at me. I gave her a toothless smile amd nodded.
She left in her car..& then the accident happened.

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"Don't cry." I whispered to myself & let the tears slide down my face.

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"You mean the friends I've known since pre-k?
And the friends you've known for 6 months? "  Mary elizabeth snapped.
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I wiped my eyes & cried silently.

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"Are you okay patrick?" I walked up to him as brad kissed a girl.
" I'm sorry..not now charlie." He stormed away, leaving me in the middle of the hall way...alone
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"Charlie?" Patrick sat up in bed while wipping his eyes. "Yeah?" I tried my best to not make my voice crack.

"Whats wrong?" He got up & walked towards me.

" just had to take my medicine." I lied & wiped my eyes quickly.

" oh..okay." he mumbled and rested himself on the small table.

I swallowed down the two small pills. "Are you sure?" He whispered.

"Yea, lets go back to bed." I looked up to him & he nodded while climbing back in bed. I soon joined him in bed.

And the truth was..I wasn't okay.

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