fragile | oikawa tooru

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Y/N's POV

That stupid Oikawa, I'm going to make him pay for that. He is so annoying. Like every single day he always appear out of nowhere just to freaking annoy the shit out of me.

I went to the cafeteria with a long face because of what happened. My anger doesn't want to leave my soul.

"What's up Y/N? Why are you sulking?" Yachi asked. Yachi is my closest friend because we somehow have the same personality.
"Ah it's nothing, it's just that I wasn't able to have my drink from the vending machine." I sighed and took my food out of my bag.

I started eating and maaaaan this is so delicious! My mother always make delicious foods and I ain't complaining.

I was happily eating my food when I saw Oikawa and his friends at the other table happily eating and teasing each other. The scenario awhile ago came back and my anger starts rising up again. I groaned and that made the others looked at me.

"Eh Y/N are you sure you're alright?" Yachi asked me as she looks at me with concern on her eyes.
"A-ah yes of course! I just suddenly feel like my period is coming anytime." I lied and smiled at her.
"Oooh I see it's almost your time of the month. I just finished mine and I'm so freaking glad!" She squealed and I laughed at her.

We all finished eating and I excused myself first and went to the bathroom. I entered the cleanest cubicle and sat down with the toilet's cover. I opened my bag and took some medicines. I have a lot of medicines with me, like a lot. Well I have to drink this so my old healthy body would go back right?

I have leukemia. Although it's just acute leukemia but it's better to be careful and prevent it before it gets worst.

None of my friends knew. Well I wasn't really planning for others to know about it. My family only knows it and I guess that's enough.

I don't really think that my life is done but I know that my current state means that I have a time limit. As much as I could I don't want to think about it, and I always believe that someday, when I wake up, this illness will no longer stay inside my body.

We all have problems in life but we gotta hold on and achieve all of our dreams. I want to go travel around the world. I want to spoil myself and my family. I want to eat a lot of delicious foods. I want to meet a man that would love me for his whole life. Well I just want to live my life happily no matter how negative things get.

After I finished taking my medicines, I went out of the bathroom and walked my way to my class which is P.E. Luckily, me and my P.E teacher which si Mr. Takeda, saw each other and walked together to class.

Actually he is one of my favorite teacher. He is very smart and a humble person and he is quite poetic especially when he is encouraging someone. And I think almost all of the students here also have him as their favorite teacher, I mean who wouldn't?

We both entered the class and I quickly went to my seat, not forgetting to give Oikawa a burning glare. I heard him chuckle and I just sighed.

"Alright everyoneee, I supposed that some of you already heard the news." Mr. Takeda said as he took a paper with something printed on it and pinned it at the board.  

"Okay so listen up. Our sports day is right around the corner." He said and cheers where heard inside the class.
"First things first, I understand that you are all excited but I hope that you won't forget your studies especially because your examination is coming." Mr. Takeda said as he fixed his glasses.

"In three days, your examination will start and after that the sports day will begin. I suggest that if you want to join and play, you must have a passing grade and prove to yourself how much you love your sport." He exclaimed and almost everyone sighed deeply.

"And we will all play and enjoy for three days. So after your exam, please prepare your bodies and make sure to have enough rest alright?" He said and we all answered him yes. After Mr. Takeda's announcement, he started his lesson.

"Y/N-chaaan~ Y/N-chaaan~." That fucking voice again.
I ignored him but then later on I can feel his foot kicking under my chair.

"Stop it Oikawa." I said to him with a pleading look. I just don't want to get caught again by the teacher.

But this son of a bitch put his tongue out with his finger on his cheek. "Bleeeh." And he starts kicking my chair again.

If killing is legal, I have killed this guy already.
"Seriously Oikawa stop it." I said but he didn't listen and continued kicking my chair.
"Oikawa fucking stop!" I shouted as anger fills me up.

"Uhmm what was that Ms. Y/N?" Mr. Takeda asked me.
"Sorry sir, but Oikawa keeps on kicking my chair." I then looked at Oikawa angrily.
"Is that correct Mr. Oikawa?" Mr. Takeda asked Oikawa with his palms on the teacher's table.
"No of course not sir I just accidentally kicked her chair and she's well.. overreacting." Oikawa looked at me with that teasing eyes and small annoying smile.

Mr. Takeda sighed and told us to apologize to each other. "But sir I-" I was about to protest when that Oikawa talked and said "I'm sorry for 'accidentally' kicking your chair Y/N-chan." He then smiled and I looked at him dumbfounded.

"Well Ms. Y/N? Mr. Oikawa apologized, and I was hoping for you guys to finish already since both of you disturbed my class." Mr. Takeda said and I sighed.
"It's fine. I'm so-sorry too." As I said that Mr. Takeda smiled at the both of us and he continued his lesson.

Fucking Oikawa that son of a bitch.

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The bell rang again and it's finally time to go home.

My body is so drained not because of the lessons nor my illness,  but because of that shitty Oikawa.
How many times did he made my blood boil today? Three? Oh my goodness it's a lot I already lost count.

"Well, I'll see you again tomorrow, Y/N-chan." Oikawa smiled at me and walked to his buddies. Oh I hope he knows how much I hate to see him again.

I walked outside and was greeted by Yachi.
"Y/N!!!" She hugged me and smiled.
"Have you heard about the sports daaay?" She asked.
"Ugh yes Hinata told me and Mr. Takeda also told us about it."

"Ah I think they are looking for a manager in every sport to help the school handle it better." Yachi said while thinkng of something.
"I actually want to be a manager in volleyball and I think they are looking for atleast 5 different managers?" She continued and I nodded at her.
"Oh that's greaaat." I said and then she starts giving me a look that want something.

"What? You want me to join with you right?" I said and she gasped.
"Wow Y/N you really know me! Hahahaha well I was hoping that you would since you know I'll be more comfortable." She smiled and I sighed. Well I can't resist her, and even if I do she'll just beg me non stop.

"Fineee fineee." I said and she hugged me again.
"Hahahaha I know you can't resist me Y/N! Thanks!" After that, we both walked outside the school and bid our goodbyes as we both went on our separate ways.

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I finally arrived home and I quickly went to my room.
I sighed, again. I don't know how many times I sigh every single day.

I changed my uniform to a comfy pajamas and shirt and I went to my table and took some of my books and studied.

It's been an hour of studying and I don't get this formula in math. Fuck it I give up.

I fixed my things and went to bed. Ahh so comforting.