Storybook (Finished)

chapter 33

After we brought Cora to the prison, we went back home. My mom immediately phoned her sister and I went in my room which was Henry's in the past.
I sat down on the bed and started crying I didn't know why but, Cora had reminded my of my deepest fear that I am just a dream and not real like the rest of my family.
How can I life and my father is dead (or not here) when i am the one who is not a real person I am the dream thinking from my mom. I am just a nice dream she has if she did something in her past different. I couldn't be even alive because my mom could not receive childern thanks to my grandmother. I am not real I can't exist in the real world. How should it go because she couldn't get children they could not even get a child now. So how did I came in this world. I buried my head in my pillow. I just wanted to stop breathing I wanted to be dead so that my dad and my mom could be happy. I felt how the pillow was taking my breath away.

,,Nelly what are you doing!" My mom screamed at me. she put her hand on my back and turned me around. I looked right in her beautiful eyes. I saw in her face that she was nearly to cry. Than she hug me tightly and couldn't hold back her tears anymore.
,,Why did you do this, why do you want to kill yourself why." She cried and took my face and forced me to look in her crying eyes.
,,I don't know I just want it to be like in the past where everyone was happy. I am just a dream of yours dad should not be dead or invisible because of that......" I cried.
,Sh my princess. Your are not the reason that your dad disappeared and is now invisible. You are the reason I am happy again. Without you I had thought that robin is dead and lost forever. Without you I would still think that he is lost and not knowing that I have a beautiful daughter."
,, But I am just a dream what if I not real what if I just here because you dreamed of me and when you forget to dream about me I will disappear."
,,You know in our world there is everything different. Form all of us there is a second version. Because of Emma's wish, that she would never be the saviour. Even I am here more than once." She smiled at me. ,,Look I am the evil Queen, or I was and I am real to and I am just a fairytale character in your world we all are real." I looked at her. I love her from all my heart. She always comfort me and I felt like it was never different we hug eachother for a long time. Till the doorbell interrupted it. ,,That must be zelena she will help us find a way, Emma will also help and snow will talk to belle if she find something in the library that could help us."
,,You all are a good team. Everyone has a  part to do and they all know what they need to do" ,,it is just that it is not the first curse we break, through the years you get used to it. Let's go, rule number one never ever let a witch wait." She smiled at me and we went downstairs .......