A17 year old girl named Jules Vaughn who forgets to live in moment because she have made herself numb to all her feelings ...she often find herself daydreaming but one incident brings things to perspective
The days I have spend in New York is so blurred n smudged together like when you are first time high on coke its mild but the whole time you spend under its influence is just glimps of reality with a whole lot of bappy hallucinations.
So here are of the glimpses of Reality:
1.Friendship (The Good Reality) When I joined the new school I had no expectation of any kinds of friends although I am an extrovert a buddy so called anxiety X depression(*I named them as Abby ) did not wanted me to be friends or spend time with someone.... ..Abby said me that isolation will help me and I just did what it said .... I remember this vividly it was a friday and and it had been 10 months since I shifted to the city, I was happy simply because it was becoming harder for me to keep up with the school and atlast thr weekend was few minute away.. ..me sitting in English class and just imagining when I'll go home and rewatch Riverdale I know I was obsessing over a show but it was a only thing that made me feel emotions it was an addiction ..
I was all deep in my thoughts and then the bell rings and the moment I raise my head from my text book I see this guy who was 5'6 and had this croked smile with dark eyes which were so innocent.
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"watup! I am TC and I think you should join me today at 6pm to have some fun." he said . " bruh what fun are we talking about ?"I asked "I mean it's like hanging out with few of my other bros rest you have to come and find out "He said casually ..
"ummm I don't think so I am free" I lied. " If you change your mind text me on this number" passing me his phone number written on a piece of paper as he chuckled and replied as if he knew how free like an lonely idiot I was ....
After reaching home I changed into my comfy pajamas and decided to grab a big bag of patoto chips from pantry and jump in my bed to watch marathon of Riverdale because dad was busy at work and he told me that he would not be able to make it to dinner so I had the whole house to my self ....the thought of being alone was making Abby come back ....and next thing I remember was calling TC and pitching the Idea of hanging out at my house at 4 PM and then if he wants we can go out with his friends ...He for some reason he agreed and we both spent our time talking, at first random shit but then those shit s were leading to heart core conversations ..although we just met but we had a bound some conversations I remember are:
"How many people are we gonna hangout with ?"I asked because Abby doesn't like lot of people
He bites his lips and says" actually it's just you me and my another friend Anna "he smiles in a goofy manner and says "I am as lonely as you are "
I replied " bruh ..atleast you have a real human friend not like me just chilling with my anxiety and depression so called Abby " and we both bursted into laughter following with snoughting and that was the moment that hit me right in my face making me realize how long it's been since I laughed without faking for someone ...for once I laughed genuinely...ummm I love the way it makes feel .
After talking we agreed to watch some Rick and Morty and then the clock striked 6 pm So we both walked to Anna's and he told me about theToday's plan, Anna was 16 so she was gonna drive us to Allvis Pound which was like 2 hours away from Anna's and we were gonna stop in between for buying munchies at target .
After reaching to Anna's TC called her to inform her we waiting outside and I remember when she was walking towards us she had a spark and her aura was so cool and compose .She was 5'8 and had perfectly curled hair bouncing in air as she walked and her whole look was completed with her glam make up and well done nails to be honest she looked older because They way she talked gave a know it all vibe as she have experienced a lot although she is just 16.
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"Hey! I'am Anna ,what's your name ?"she asked me as she puts her hand on hands over my shoulder at first .I found it little upfront and intimating but when know I think about it I feel it's the way she is very welcoming and kind to right people but she too have a really badass side too which can intamitate the hell out of you . We had a lot of fun just sitting near the pound eating snacks ,cracking jokes and all of just saying what ridiculous stuffs goes on inside our mind I felt so light and I even thought Abby will never come back!
Anna dropped me home and although I was all alone but I was at ease after a very long time I felt like I was alive the hole inside me was not bothering me it felt filled for once ...I so tired and at peace I just stumbled into my bed for a good night sleep .
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I will update the story next week or even sooner!!! ....// next chap is gonna be about Jules bad experiences ...... plzzz!!!!! comment I would love to hear your opinions about the new characters♤♡♡◇◇¡》》》》 p.s You all are amazing ❤
