Realization

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~||~ 1 week later ~||~

~||~ Hana POV ~||~

These days have been hard for me. Ever since that encounter, Taehyung has been annoying me and bullying me nonstop. I still don't know what I've done wrong. Was I supposed to remember him? We're we close?

Hayley, Ah Yeong and I headed to to cafeteria. We sat down at one of the tables as Ah Yeong headed to get food for all of us. After nearly 10 minutes she returned with 3 trays of food. She placed the food in front of us and sat down.

"So Hana, we've known you for a few days now but you haven't told us much about yourself? What's your childhood like?" Ah Yeong said as she began eating. I look up at her as I eat my food.

"Well I don't remember much of my childhood. I was in a car crash about a year ago and I lost my memory from that." I watch their eyes widen, "So you don't remember anything?!" I hear Hayley say.

"Yeah pretty much." I say as I continue to eat.

~||~ Taehyung POV ~||~

I walk through the cafeteria heading towards the hallway, as I walk past Hana's table I hear her saying that she lost her memory. I stopped, I froze. Is that why she didn't remember me? Oh my God, I've been horrible to her... I should've heard her out. I walked over to Hana.

"Hey Hana, can I talk to you for a second... privately..." I asked just praying she would let me talk to her even after everything I've done to her.

~||~ Hana POV ~||~

I swallowed the lump in my throat as I stood up. We walk towards the hallway.

"So... Uh, I overheard what you were saying in the cafeteria. Did you really loose your memories?" He asked, I felt my heart pounding in my chest.

"Y-Yeah..." I reply scratching my neck.

~||~ Taehyung POV ~||~

It felt as if my heart stop. That's why she didn't remember me? I should've let her explain... I feel horrible...

"O-Oh... I-I'm really sorry about everything I've done to you... I... I just thought that you forgot me... I should've heard you out..." I said with tears in my eyes. I would understand if she doesn't forgive me but at the same time I just hope she does forgive me.

"I... I don't know... I mean I somewhat understand where you're coming from but... you shouldn't have treated me so unfairly like that..." I heard her say as she lets out a light sigh. "I'm sorry I can't forgive you... you were in the wrong and I can't just forget it."

I watch her walk off further into the hallway towards the cafeteria. I put my arms around my neck and looked up at the roof. Why am I like this... I've ruined everything.

~||~ At the end of the day ~||~

I walk through the front of the school heading to the car park. Walking through the car park I hear the chatters of the students around me, I continue walking until I hear a familiar voice. Hana's voice. I look up and see her talking to her friends. i continue to stare until she looks over at me. Quickly looking away I continue to walk trying to look as normal as possible. 

Once I get to my dorm I run to my room and slam the door shut not caring if anyone is home or sleeping. I throw my bag on the floor and jump onto the bed. Staring up at the ceiling I replay the moment with Hana in my head. I mentally facepalm myself as I continue to realize how rude I was for over a week. 

~||~ Hana POV ~||~

Hayley, Ah Yeong and I arrive at out dorm. Once we get there Hayley goes to her room while Ah Yeong starts cooking dinner for us. I head to my room and sit down on my bed. In my head I replay the moments with Taehyung thinking about what he said. 

"Yeah... I did the right thing..." I say to myself quietly. He was in the wrong and should've let me explain but he didn't. Even if he's sorry, he should've realized it earlier rather than being rude to me for over a week. As I continue to think about today, Hayley bursts through the door running up to me.

"Hana! Since it's Saturday tomorrow, you wanna come to karaoke with Ah Yeong and I?" She said with a big smile plastered on her face. I quickly think about it and agree to come with them tomorrow.

~||~ The next day ~||~

"Hurry up Hana! We need to go!" I hear Ah Yeong yell from the living room.

"I know I'm nearly done!" I yell back. I look in the mirror at my outfit. I'm wearing a black skirt with a small slit in the front with a deep red cropped shirt with straps. It was flower patterns on the front and I'm wearing black combat boots. I also bring a black jacket in case it gets cold while we're there.

I run out of my room to the living room, once I get there I see Ah Yeong and Hayley. Ah yeong has a black short skirt with white patterns and black boots and Hayley is wearing a light blue skirt with a white long sleeved shirt which is tucked in to the skirt. She's wearing a white beret and light blue 2 inch heels.

~||~ At the Karaoke place ~||~

We head to our room and sit down. After about 5 minutes we finally pick a song.

"Look at me, look at me now, ireoke neon nal aetaeugo itjana, Kkeul su eopseo. Uri sarangeun buljangnan! Oh-oh, oh-oh! My love is on fire, Ooh!! Now burn, baby, burn Buljangnan!" (PLAYING WITH FIRE BY BLACKPINK) We continue to sing for over an hour until we head back to the restaurant area of the place. We order our food and continue to talk and laugh about everything that happened while singing and during karaoke.

~||~ Taehyung POV ~||~

My friends and I walk into the karaoke place. We take a seat at one of the tables and continue to talk for at least an hour. I pay attention to everything they're saying and join in every now and then. That was until I saw her. I see Hana and her friends walking out the door of one of the karaoke rooms. Sure they all look beautiful in what they're wearing but Hana continues to catch my eye. The red dress makes her look chic but at the same time simple and elegant. 

I follow her with my eyes as they take a seat at the table across from us. Her back is facing me but I continue to stare at her and her beauty continues to blow me away. 

~||~ Hana POV ~||~

Ah yeong, Hayley and I continue talking, that was until I felt eyes on my back. I try my best to ignore it but the feeling just won't go away. Eventually I turn around and to my surprise I see Taehyung. It took him at least 2 minutes until he stops staring and look away. I feel flustered by his actions until I realize what I'm doing.

Why am I flustered? He was so rude to me, but yet I continue to feel this strong connection to him.

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