The prettiest smile
hides
a lot of pain...
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It hurts more when I smile and laugh as if nothing's wrong.
The more I smile,The more tears start to appear on my eyes.
I smiled seeing my boyfriend happy with someone not broken like me...
I felt depressed when the news first came out.
I was devastated when I found out he cheated on me even after giving him all the love and care.
My only trust and companion...
I should be angry with him but instead I felt happy that he is feeling loved by someone not me.
He should hate me by now...
I wanna end it all but I can't.
Everyone and everything can hate me but I still love it still.
Words are told but actions are never taken.
Just by looking down from a high building,you feel like jumping down but you can't.
That's how I exactly felt.
I have the courage for words but no courage for actions.
This is what the phrase "Actions speak better than words" mean.
