𝐓𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐬||Seungjin

«Sixteen»

"Why do I love him so much?" Seungmin asked himself in frustration. He didn't wanna make the older upset but he just happened to. 'He probably doesn't even like me back' seungmin thinks frustrated.

'Should I just stop trying?' Hyunjin asks himself. He had feelings for seungmin ever since he met the younger. He'd been trying to hint seungmin for a long time but thought seungmin wouldn't like him back.

Seungmin came out the room and rushed to the front door. "Yeji and yonghyuk will keep you entertained. I'm going out for a walk" he said with slight frustration in his voice.

Hyunjin just brought his knees up to his chest and hid in face in his hands. The others were quick to notice but didn't fo anything since they knew it would make things worse.

Seungmin was sitting on a bench in the park fiddling with his fingers. Why were they so upset for a kiss? It wasn't just a kiss, it was a feeling that couldn't be explained.

Seungmin felt guilty for always pushing hyunjin away. He didn't want to but he couldn't risk getting heartbroken. He missed his first love right then. The person who was stuck to his mind ever since his life started.

Seungmin came back to his apartment after a while and noticed all the others were gone. He simply walked into his room and cried his heart out. He didn't want to see anyone. He wanted to be left alone with his feelings.

Hyunjin was in the same state. He had locked himself in his room refusing to talk to the others. He had been through this. He didn't know how to deal with his feelings. After a while he let minho and changbin into his room.

Changbin helped hyunjin sit down on his bed and wrapped his arms around the younger. Minho held hyunjin's hand and let the younger feel comfortable.

"Hey don't cry it's alright you can tell us anything" changbin sat rubbing circles on the younger's back in attempt to calm him down. "We're here for you" minho said.

Hyunjin sniffed and wiped his tears off. "Thanks guys I knew I could trust you" he said with a weak smile. "I feel like I cant handle my feelings anymore. I've liked seungmin since I met him but I never knew if he liked me back. He's just been pushing me away recently and that just hurts me" he says looking down at his lap.

"Hyunjin, you know he's probably in the same state right now. Maybe he just needs some time and you do too. Feelings can't be controlled when there's a big amount of them. You just have to give it some time and it will be alright" changbin says patting hyunjin's back.

"Now are you gonna cry over one person all day or have some fun with us?" Minho asked him with a smirk. "I'm not in the mood" he said. "Oh come on it'll be fun!" Minho says. "If you guys say so" hyunjin says looking at both his hyungs.

The three got dressed and headed to all of hyunjin's favourite places. That sure worked and cheered him up. They got him some Americano too. He forgot about everything that happened that day.

Seungmin on the other hand locked everyone out. The fact that the trip was tomorrow wasn't helping him either. Seungmin was also afraid of loving hyunjin. He was scared he'd get too attached and heartbroken again.

Felix and jisung were worried about seungmin. They walked to his apartment and knocked on the front door. Seungmin got up with puffy eyes and a red nose to open the door.

He opened the door and both felix and seungmin tightly hugged seungmin. Seungmin started sobbing and the older ones just let him. They walked him to his room and placed him on the bed.

"Min you have you tell us why you're like this" jisung said rubbing seungmin's back. Felix just simply took seungmin in his arms and rested seungmin's head in his chest.

"I'm scared, I'm scared if being hurt again. What if I get too close and end up getting heart broken by him? What if I break his heart?" Seungmin said sniffing. "You'll never know if you don't try seung. You have to risk things sometimes. You don't know if he's the one for you and you won't find out if you don't try" jisung said running his fingers through seungmin's hair.

"Sometimes you have to take risks to find the right one seung" felix said rubbing circles on seungmin's back. "You guys are the best" says seungmin wiping his tears off his face.

"We're always gonna be here for you" felix said to seungmin. "Wanna go to the cafe now?" Asks him getting up. "You miss cheesecake don't you?" Seungmin asked laughing. "Yeah I do" he says scratching the back of his head.

Felix and seungmin break out into laughter and soon jisung too. Seungmin was glad that he had friends like them in his life. Seungmin got ready and they all headed to the cafe.

They reached the cafe and stood in line for order. Seungmin spotted two familiar figures by the corner of hid eyes. He turned his head and saw yeji and yoobin. Yoobin had his hand on his forehead and yeji was talking with annoyance in her voice.

Yeji turned her head to see seungmin and waved at him. She gestured him to come there and take a seat. "I'm gonna be back" says seungmin to jisung and felix. He walked over to the table and sat down on the empty seat.

"So what's going on?" He questioned yeji. "Oh nothing min just trying to annoy yoobin here" she says smiling. "You're so cute even when you act like a total rebel" says seungmin pinching her cheeks.

She blushes and hides her face in her hands and seungmin just chuckles. "Woah calm down guys if you wanna do your couple stuff do it somewhere else" said yoobin chuckling.

Seungmin and yeji blushed. They looked like a pair of tomatoes by now. "We're not a couple" said yeji sternly. Soon felix and jisung come over and sit there too.

The five decide to go to the movie theater and make plans on eating outside. Seungmin also forgets about everything while he's with his friends. The day ends quickly with them eating dinner after the movie.

They walk back to the dorms and fall asleep in their own rooms. Seungmin meanwhile tries to sleep but can't because he's thinking about one person.

Hyunjin also wakes up after a nightmare. He feels sleepy but can't fall asleep anymore so he walks around the dorm quietly to not wake the others up. He hears a faint knock on the door and walks there confused on who would be here this late at night.

"I'm really sorry"
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