Addicted to you 18+

Anxious day |•1•|

|•|•|Mallory pov|•|•|

I woke up feeling a little bit anxious
Tomorrow is my birthday, and I'm not looking forward to finding my mate

The thing with mates makes me feel like this is the end of the world
I don't want to experience the bond between mates

If a mate leaves the other, then it's hard to live
You don't even know whether your wolf will leave you

Some people die at the loss of their mates and that is bad because they start not caring about what they leave  behind, whether they have loved ones , it's like they just suddenly change and be someone who has no hope or anything like that

I still remember the way my mom died , I couldn't even believe that she was gone , I was left broken and for a  moment in other days I felt like I couldn't breathe whenever I thought about her 

I got up and went to the bathroom for a much needed shower , I got out wrapped in a white towel and walked towards my walk-in closet

My closet only consists of jeans, crop tops and sweatpants and other stuff but not dresses, I picked out blue boyfriend ripped jeans ,a white top, black Vans and a black sweater cause it was quite chilly outside

I swung my backpack on my shoulder and took my phone as well as my bicycle and locked the garage door, and paddled to school

It wasn't that far, but when I got there, i was puffing and sweaty

I chained the bike to one of the chains in there and ran to class. I was already late, but knowing that I might get a mate tomorrow somehow made me feel like puking

I was nervous, to be honest
I had so many questions on what to do when I got my mate , who it might be, and a lot more 

I knocked on the glass door and hoped that it's not my worst teacher
I heard a loud growl that got me shaking

Totally, I've got a bad cloud looming over my head

" Ms Orazio, you are late," he stated...yeah, he's pissed but it's only a few minutes... I'm sure I didn't miss a lot

" So... sorry, " I said, trying to be more firm, but my voice came out as a cat being strangled and couldn't breathe well 

Why does the moon goddess hate me so much, huh ?

He opened the door and I met an angry face ... his eyes were a shade of yellow

Scaring the hell out of me
I was trembling... and I was sweating more and more

My legs felt wobbly as if I couldn't stand normal

And my breathing became high
I didn't want to be sent to the principal's office
He's worse than Mr Jackson

He's ruthless and doesn't give a shit about many things, and he doesn't want you to give him a reason why you were late

You just go in there to get punished, and I've had a lot of people saying that the punishment is worse and I'm not ready to experience worse

I bowed my head down... unable to look at him 

" Sorry...for being late ... I promise it won't happen," I stated
I heard him release a sigh and

Yay, I'm happy whenever he does that he's giving in

" Do you live with anyone?" Hearing those words struck me deep in my heart

I wanted to scream

Yeah, my wolf is angry

There are four  things that my wolf hates
1st : she doesn't like pity
2nd: she hates to be controlled
3rd:She hates rules
4th:to be taken as weak
And she doesn't know how to control her anger

Right now, she was trying to get out
I closed my eyes, trying to focus
I'm sure Mr Jackson thinks I'm crazy

Please orion calm down
I said... I couldn't have her trying to burst out, not now

Don't tell me to calm down ....let's show him that we are not afraid and don't forget that he just disrespected us

She hissed back at me
I rolled my eyes

I know, but do you know that he's powerful

He's not a beta or an alpha, so I'm not scared to give him a few punches

But we disrespected him first

So ?

I pushed her at the back of my mind
I wasn't ready to have a heated conversation with her

She can be pretty much stubborn sometimes

I nearly forgot that I have to deal with Mr Jackson

" Did you just roll your eyes at me?" I stepped back only to feel like being pushed forward

" Yes, I did." That wasn't me

Orion, please...I'm begging you
She grunted but then didn't say anything

" No sir, I didn't...it was Orion ... She's mad at something, so keeping her in control might be a little bit difficult, " I stated

I heard her grunt
I lied, and it pissed her off

Mr Jackson seemed to understand and let me in class
And just like always, everyone stared at me

Like they pity me I growled at them, and they snapped their attention to Mr Jackson

Did I just growl?

No, you didn't. I did!
I rolled my eyes
Told ya she hates pity

The rest of the lesson wasn't bad and for the whole two hours
I felt like I could go out for a run

But then when I was in the cafeteria
I saw someone whom I hate a lot
At pre-school, he used to bully me, but then I fainted someday, and they thought I was dead

Crazy right?

But now he doesn't even know me, and I'm glad cause I'm not ready to be bullied
He's a beta and he'll kill me easily

Which I'm not ready for

Can you all guess who's her  mate
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Stay safe :)