Issues Inc. | AU

|Over Again|

Ryan's Pov.

I was sitting in my room when I heard Riley. I knew that she was with Harry because I could hear them doing... things.

It was really late and I was a little annoyed because I haven't gotten much sleep lately.

I tried to sleep already, but that didn't work so i decided to go on my laptop and go through all of my personal pictures I took.

As I was looking through them I saw a place that I remember like it happened yesterday.

--Flash back--

I was pissed at Zayn. I ran away from him and didn't stop until I found this beautiful park.

I had my camera in a bag that was on my back so I took it out and started taking pictures of the trees. All of a sudden a flock of pretty blue birds flew from the trees. I took the most unique and beautiful pictures of them.

I continued to walk through the park and saw a bunch of kids playing a game of tag. I sat on a bench and watched
them for a while.

"I'm sorry" I heard.

I turned my head and saw Zayn sitting on the other side of the small two person bench.

"You shouldn't be. I overreacted." I said.

"But it wasn't your fault. I started it." he tried to reason with me.

"It's fine seriously. I shouldn't have reacted the way that I did so I'm sorry too." I said resolving our argument.

"Okay."

We both sat there in a comfortable silence watching the kids. As it was nearing noon I turn my head to look at him.

"Why do I always find you at a park?" He asks looking at me.

"Maybe because it's my calling." I joked at our little inside joke.

He laughed a little then stood up.

"Let's go take a walk." he said and grabbed my hand.

As we continued walking I kept snapping pictures of our surroundings but my camera kept pointing at Zayn.

"Why are you taking pictures of me?" He asked staring ahead of us.

"Because I only take pictures of real beauty." I replied.

-- end if flash back--

I started crying as I came across the pictures of Zayn. The way that the sun was shining on him made his features on his face stand out.

I would be lying if I said that I didn't miss Zayn. He never made an effort to contact me again. So if he can forget me easily, I should be able to forget him to right?

I continued to flip through my pictures and skipped over the ones that reminded me of Zayn.

Soon I realized that every picture that I took reminded me of Zayn. So I put my laptop away and went back under my covers.

That night I cried myself to sleep...

Zayn's Pov.

I was sitting on my bed with my back against the headboard. I let a tear slide down my face, but quickly wiped it off.

I felt terrible. I felt terrible because I lost the most important thing that I had... Ryan.

I was so guilty. I guess I got lost in the moment.

What kills me the most is that I don't know if she found out, but I haven't tried to talk to her. But she must have because she hasn't tried to talk to me.

And then another tear slipped down my face.

"I'm a fucking idiot." I said to myself and threw my head in my hand.

No I wasn't crying, but I sure as hell was close to it.

"Knock knock." Said that annoying voice that ruined me.

I quickly wiped my eyes and acted like nothing was wrong.

"Hey Zaynie." she said then came and sat next to me.

"Hi"

"What's wrong babe?" She asked.

"Okay Grace I am not your babe and you aren't mine. I'm in love with someone else, and to tell the truth there never was an us." I said getting mad.

"Oh.... I guess I'll leave then." She said then got off my bed and ran out of my room.

"God I just have to hurt everybody!!" I yelled at myself.

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~Izzy