i really miss you.
how long did it take for you to fall out of love with me? were you ever actually in love with me? did you just simply love me? why did you choose me? is your new girlfriend better? are you still saving IT? is she your actual one?
ive just realised, everyone's messaging their ex's in quarantine. this is kind of my way of messaging you, apart from you'll never message back.
what hurts the most about this is that ive lost my bestfriend.
ive been having really bad nightmares recently, and flashbacks. i need you.
my dads been really nice since my attempt. apart from when i said i wanted a tractor to run me over. i dont want his pity.
imagine having someone who actually cared, like you have, itd be nice.
i like to think there's hope for us, its what keeps me going.
turns out my three ex-bestfriends' group chat is called 'morgans fan club' i dont understand what ive done wrong.
in my book they got married. i always imagined that to be us.
i think one of the main reasons i try to fix things is because of my parents. theyre also the reason id never cheat, which you never understood.
i always wanted to sing to you. apparently my voice isn't that bad, my music teacher said so.
i miss your voice.
i wrote in here a lot today. damn.
YOU ARE READING
notes to my previous lover.
Short Storyhave you ever had that one person that you just cant move on from? no matter what they're all you think about? well this is someone dealing with exactly that. started oct. 13th '19 ended march 30th '22 lower-case is intended. im aware of the amou...
