my mum got really drunk tonight. i stayed in my room, away from her.
i saved your life. you told me. so how the fuck did i mess up so badly.
when you first told me that i saved you, i had nightmares. for months, i still do sometimes. that i hurt you so badly you ended it all. please never do that, love.
you said i'll always have a bed at yours and that youre proud of me. im a fucking dealer, no ones proud of me.
ive only been in school two days and my eating habits have gone to shit already. i'll be losing weight again though, god knows i need to.
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notes to my previous lover.
Short Storyhave you ever had that one person that you just cant move on from? no matter what they're all you think about? well this is someone dealing with exactly that. started oct. 13th '19 ended march 30th '22 lower-case is intended. im aware of the amou...
