BAD TEACHER! 2

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levy's pov 

since Gajeel got suspended for trashing parts of the school I'm sitting at home as I have to have a tie to grieve my daughter's disappearance as Makarov doesn't want me to stress whilst being pregnant, even though its a bit later for that. Gajeel took Gabe to school and I just sat in the same position waiting for my daughter to walk through the door. I tried to call her again but it was just ringing and ringing and ringing and eventually, the ringing drove my brain crazy and I threw my phone so I wouldn't hear the ringing anymore. it was stupid because now I won't be able to receive calls from the police for any updates of the case of my missing daughter who has been missing twice now. 

"I'm back" I heard Gajeel enter the room and he looked at the crushed phone on the floor and without speaking he cleaned it up and I just laid on the couch hating myself. 

"I'm a bad mother" I murmured and Gajeel looked up at me looking annoyed. 

"don't say that," he said and I just started to cry 

"I am, I lost our child twice, TWICE! next minute Gabe is going to grow up and maybe he'll want to run away too and then next minute this fucking baby will want to sprout out legs and go along with him" i don't even know what I am saying right now I'm just so depressed that I can't look after my own child. gajeel walked closer to me and looked into my eyes. 

"levy, I am going to find her. i won't sleep until I do. dad is out looking for her, mom is out looking for her. even my weird step-brother is out looking for her. look. we are going to find her. it's a small town, how far could she go-" gajeel was interrupted by the doorbell and I quickly got up to open the door and it was Laxus Gajeel came to the door and gave him a glare straight away. 

"I know you don't want me around and I know that I'm not your favourite person but Gajeel, levy i want you to know that I'm gonna be here for you if you need me. i know I haven't been the most greatest person but I can't imagine what your going through, and I just want to help out" he said and Gajeel just scoffed whereas I just smiled. 

"thanks but no thanks, I found our daughter once I can find her again" 

"Gajeel shut up" i said and I let laxus in since he has some ideas figuring out what to do in order to help find her. Gajeel made him a coffee and It was awkward because he doesn't like the fact of our past but that was years ago. i wish he would just grow up sometimes. 

Gajeels pov 

me, Levy and Laxus was sitting in the living room discussing on what to do with Lillie and I just didn't have the energy anymore. 

"i think it's cana 100%" Laxus said and i just glared my eyes at him from what he was saying. "i know you guys don't want to hear that, i know you wouldn't want to think about that but i genuenlly think its her because when we were together, all she kept talking about was when she lost a daughter and how she wanted her back and that you Levy, took Lillie away from her. it's horrible to say but i really think it's her" laxus said and i just stared at him kind of relieved yet angry. 

"so you were gonna plan on taking my child away from us, we already had one of you and he is still in prison and on the sex offenders list who used to date cana also" my voice got louder but Laxus just stared at me and Levy looked down slowly shaking her head. 

"Gajeel, it looks that way but it wasn't like that at all. i know Cana is crazy and i wanted to know if she was actually sane herself or if she was just faking it. thing is she was fine, she was clear and sober but i found out that she wasn't taking her medication and i left her" 

"it just doesn't make sense" levy said and she looked at Laxus and i just waited for her to finish talking. "Lillie ran away, she wasn't taken, so how can Cana have her?" it was a good point. i just think Lillie has gone somewhere, she was angry at us and do what most kids do in this planet when they aren't happy or if they are scared of their lives. the fact that i made my child feel like that. i hate myself. 

all i did was get up nd walk upstairs to let Laxus and Levy talk because i just couldn't take it, i didn't want to hear it anymore. it's just way too depressing. 

Lillie's pov 

all day me and cana, i still feel weird going to call her mum but i feel like i should but i don't know yet i guess it will be a warming into situation but we just finished decorating my room. even though it's in the attic, we made it just like a bedroom. i mean it's all painted white with pink and grey geometric shapes and there's a bed but cana says that she'll get some more furniture and then clear out the boxes properly but i have something nice to sleep in for now. 

she always keeps the door locked when it's night, i don't know why but she said it will keep the monsters out or something. i have a nightlight so it can help me sleep but i should get used to it in no time. i could tell that she was telling the truth because there was a crib up here when i first moved in so i guess i was just raised by liars.