Rant's and Vows

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(A.N. There will be mention of self harm in this chapter so if your not comfortable please skip to the next chapter. I will also put a tw before and again once it's done.)

No One's Pov:

That night when Chase thought Noen was asleep he started breaking down crying. Noen was laying in bed when he heard Chase start crying. He didn't think much of it and tried to go back to sleep. He then heard Chase get up and get something from his suitcase.

⚠️Trigger warning! Mention of self harm⚠️

He looked to see what Chase had gotten and he realized it was a razzer blade. Chase was slowly walking towards the bathroom when Noen "woke up". Chase notices and is frozen in place. "Chase baby I'm going to need you to put the blade down ok lil nugget?" Noen asks. Chase shakes his head no and starts slowly backing into the bathroom all while still crying. As he reaches the bathroom door Noen runs up and gets the blade from his grasp. He sits down on the bed and pulls Chase into his lap. Chase is full on sobbing by now. Noen slowly rocks back and forth as he tries to calm the crying boy down. "Sh sh it's ok baby everything going to be ok." Noen said calmly. After Chases crying died down Noen asked "Chase can you tell me why you've been cutting yourself?" "I-I'm getting a lot of hate in TikTok for being a "heartbreaker" even though I'm not! Everyone judges me because I look like an e-boy and so I they instantly think I'm a heartbreaker. They say these really mean things to me Noen! I don't want too tell you what but I eventually I just cracked and started cutting!" Chase ranted. "Baby I know but I'm always here to talk! Why didn't you tell me?" Noen asked. "Because I was scared you would judge me." Chase whispered. "Oh lil nugget I would never judge you! Now let's get some sleep! You must be pretty tired after that." Noen said.

⚠️ all done ⚠️

Noen looked down and Chase who was already sleeping. He smiled softly at him. That night before he fell asleep he decided he would talk to Charli and Avani about this the next morning. He also vowed too protect Chase at all costs.

(A.N. Have a good day/night and ilysm!)

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