Tell me

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I just kept thinking of how to tell him what i'm about to say. Here goes nothing....

"Adam." I said

"Yes?" he asked in a worried tone

"Do you like me or is this just for fun?" I asked

"I like you a lot." Adam said in a forcing tone

He grabs my hand and continues

"I like you a lot Skylyn. When I saw you and your friend the first day I came I knew I wanted to met you right away. Sure I get a lot of girl but that doesn't mean I'm going to like them also. Im not that type of guy that just uses every girl out there. You have to get what i'm trying to say. I like you and thats it." Adam said

With that said I got up and said im sorry and left. I don't know why I walked away. I guess I panicked. I had so many things that I needed to tell him but I just got up and left! I mean thats not even mature! I hurry and looked back and saw him confused and dissapointed. I bet I hurt him so bad that its hard explain.
I hurried and texted Ashy and told her to get a ride home cause I was leaving early, and that ill talk her tomorrow.
With that said I got into my jeep and drove him like there was no tomorrow.

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NEXT DAY

I still felt bad about yesterday how I just got up and left. His face is so hard to explain. It was sad but yet confused. The disappointment in his eyes was unbearable. I wanna curl up in a ball and die. He probably thinks I am the biggest jerk there is when I didn't even mean to hurt him. I can't text and be like sorry for walking out you did nothing it just me. I mean that sounds like I was planning it. Im mad at myself. I had just realized how much he means to me. Do I actually have feelings for this guy? or am I just going crazy? The only thing I know what to do is talk to somebody.. I can't talk to Ashy cause she doesn't even know about the kiss let alone me leaving.. So the only thing possible is to talk to my mom or little sister.. I'll just leave it alone and sees what happens....