He Will Be Loved

Chapter 5

"Dad...what's going on?"

My dad is a police officer and he is now standing in my living room. My mom isn't in here though.. Where is my mom?

"Where is my mom? Why isn't she here?"

"Louis, your mother got in a car accident down the road. We all came here as fast as we could but I don't think we made it in time. When we got to her car she was in the drivers seat unconscious. I'm so sorry son."

"Don't call me that. Since when have you tried to be a fatherly figure in my life? You only come around on my birthday. Is she alright? I'm pissed at you still so don't go and try and be nice."

I'm beyond pissed at my dad. When I was growing up he wasn't ever around and he was always too busy with work to even care about me and my mom. He would always stay out all night after a 'long day at work' and go to the bar. He never even tried with me and her so for that he doesn't deserve Mr. Nice Guy from me. After he would stay out he would come home drunk and beat on my mom like she did something wrong. Which she never did. He doesn't deserve anything from this family. When I was 10 he left us because he thought it was better for us and him if he wasn't around.

"Louis, I'm only trying to help. She is in the hospital right now. I can take you there if.."

"No, I can drive, thanks."

I run out of the room and get into my car and drive straight to the hospital. This drive seem like the longest drive in the entire world and it feels like I've been in this car forever. I'm mad and scared and sad and I don't know what I have waiting for me when I arrive but I hope it isn't anything too bad. My mom means the world to me even if she doesn't always agree with me I still love her.

When I arrive I go to the front desk and ask to see my mother. They tell me it is on floor 3 room 189. I run straight to the elevator. My moms room is very nice and it looks organized. Once I see her in the chair tears surround my eyes.

"Mom, mom. Are you alright? Can you hear me?"

I realize I am talking to myself. She isn't answering and her eyes are closed. I pray to god she is sleeping and not dead or some shit. I would die if I found that out. I can't live with out her and I sure as hell won't move in with my dad. He is a bitch and I hate him for how he made my mom feel all those years. I can't deal with him and my moms death.

They doctor walks in and I immediately start asking questions.

"Is she okay? When is she gonna wake up? Is she gonna wake up? Does she have to stay over night? Please tell me now."

"Please calm down sir. She is alright for now. We don't know when she is gonna wake up. I'm sure she will wake up, but it is a possibility she won't.. Yes she has to stay over night but you will have to go home.although you are her son you can't stay her. She isn't on the visitors floor so you can't stay long. Maybe a minute or two more and then you have to leave."

So much is going through my head right now. I don't know what to thin land I don't want to piss off the nurse so I leave without saying another word.

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Its been a few days since I've seen my mom and honestly I don't know what to do. I'm scared as hell. What brings me away from my thoughts is the sudden vibration of my phone. Its the doctor.

"Hello?"

"Yes. Is this Louis Tomlinson?"

"Yes it is."

"I'm sorry to inform you that your mother is no longer with us."

--AS I PROMISED, A DOUBLE UPDATEEEE!! Okay love yous byeeeee.