"Loser" Bakugou x Fem Reader --- Book 2

Chapter 10

(A/N. Warning: Swearwords, depression, anxiety, suicide, nakedness, talk about death, there're gonna be more explaining about the reader's quirk in this chapter)

It all started with a kid who gave out light and after that people across the world discovered they had a so-called quirk. We all know the story about the kid who grows up and becomes the greatest hero, but this story it's not about that. No, this is the story, where I become the greatest villain.

"Good morning, guys. Today...", All Might says when the door opens. "Hey, (L/N). Now the teacher's office and you too All Might", Present Mic says. All the students look at me, I get up and walk over to Present Mic, All Might follows. "Just go train, AND DON'T KILL EACH OTHER. I'M LOOKING AT YOU, MR. BAKUGOU!", Present Mic yells. I follow Present Mic to the teacher's office. He opens the door for me and I step in. All the teachers are here, okay, just great. "Sit down. Miss (L/N)", Nezu says. I find a chair and sit down. "Why don't you start from the beginning?", Nezu says. "Like the beginning beginning, like when I was born?", I ask. He nods. "Okay", I say, and take a deep breath. "Well, my father (F/L/N) (F/F/N), was a pro hero, you know the avatar. Well, he died the day I was born. He was on his way home from work when he was attacked by Stain, you know the hero killer. So, in my family, when the holder of our powers is dead, it goes to the person you love the most and that's was my mother. My mother then trained me to become the next avatar, she then died when I was 10 years old", I breath out, trying to hold back tears. "Umm, well I got the powers and started training, but I also got depression and anxiety. So I have tried to kill myself, five times. When I was thirteen, I started to go out more. I would go to bars or parties and drink just to feel a bit alive. And it was around there I met Tomura and the rest. I had an on, off love relationship with a guy named Dabi, or that's his name now. I got more into it and started to be trained like a villain. I once lost control over a thing called the avatar state. It's a state where I get the most power and wisdom from the past avatars. I don't know how many people lost their lives that day and it was around there I got my anxiety. The first time after that, was hard, but I had to learn to control it, so I wouldn't lose it again", I say and take a deep breath. "Umm, the hero's was close to finding the hideout for the villains. And I lost all contact with the group, until yesterday. I taught, Tomura was the same old jokester, but guess I was wrong. And I haven't seen Dabi seen either", I finish. "Well, if you have questions, shoot", I say and look over the teachers. They're all shocked. "Um?", I look over to Midnight. I nod. "I heard from Midoriya, that you had tattoos. Aren't you a little too young to have that?", she asks. "Ohh... ", I make myself go into the avatar state to show them. "Well, these tattoos here are a gift from the past avatars. I got them when I was eleven. I got them because I mastered airbending", I say in my demonic voice. 

"And what about your voice?", Present Mic ask. "Ohh, it comes with the state. It's like a defense mechanism, to show that I'm the alpha", I say and get back to my normal self. They nod. "Not to be rude or anything, but when was the first time you tried to kill yourself and when was the last?", Ectoplasm asks. "Umm, first was when I thirteen and last was right before my junior high school year was over", I answer. "How have you tried to kill yourself, if I can ask", he asks again. "Umm, I have tried to drown myself, I have jumped off a bridge, stepped in front of a train, and hung myself from a tree. But each time, the avatars state kicks in. And the tree was my fault, the branch cracked and I fell to the ground. That was a weird day", I say. "And what about your relationship with this guy?", Nezu asks. "Dabi?" He nods. "Well, I thought it was love at first sight and it was that for a while. But the guy was weird and not loyal. So I broke it for, he ran off and I didn't see him for a few weeks. He came back and claimed he changed. And me still trusting everyone, said 'sure', let's try again. It went one like that for a while, sometimes I ran and sometimes he ran. And then he ran again and I haven't seen him since", I finish. "How did your mother die?", Nezu asks. "Umm, car accident", I answer. "And your relationship with the other villains?", Yagi ask. "Umm, I saw them nearly every day, when I started drinking. And they were my teachers at one point", I answer. "Can you tell more about the avatar state?", Cementoss asks. "Sure, what do you want to know?", I ask. "How you get in and out?" "Ohh, umm. Training and anger. For the most part how to get in its anger or desire and to control it is training. But since I have trained for a long time, I can get in and out on my own, but anger and desire can trick it", I say. He nods. "Do you know the villain's hideout now?", Midnight asks. "No, but I can show you the last place", I answer. She nods and smiles. "Do you still drink?", Present Mic asks. "No, or not so much. Shota helped me out", I answer. They all turn to Shota. "Shota? Are you sure you should call him that?", Ectoplasm asks. "Um, yeah. He's my godfather", I answer. Ectoplasm looks at Shota then back at me and nods. "Does your aunt, know about all of it?", Shota asks. "Um, she knows about my drinking and suicide attempts or most of them, but not about 'my other friends'", I answer. "Do you remember what happened that time you lost control?", Midnight asks. "The only thing I remember is that. I was like pushed at off my own body. Like I was there, but not really. I do remember Dabi, I think he was the reason, I lost it, but I don't remember", I answer. She nods and turns to Nezu. "That's all for now. Thank you", he says and looks around at the teachers. I get up and walk towards the door. "Wait, one more question", Nezu says. I turn around. "Yeah?", I ask. "How is your back?". "Umm, I can show you, if I may?", I say. He nods and I take my hoodie off. Gasps are heard. "And your neck too apparently", Nezu says. "So, are you feeling better?", Nezu asks. "Yeah, but it's still hard to move around", I say. "You can take your shirt back on and go back to class", Nezu says. I put my shirt back on and open the door. I shot one last smile before I'm out.