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Why?(VirgilXJanus)

So this is VirgilxJanus and it is angst so sorry I just I don't know I guess I feel like it so I'm sorry also trigger warnings, suicidal thoughts and Unsensitive Patton, logan, Roman, and very sad



so sorry Enjoy

VPOV
Today we were recording another sanders sides episode. (if only there were more videos) Thomas was having a problem with what to do if he should go see his friends even though it's Covid time. I of course I was telling him not to Roman asked "why can't he go to the party Virgil there is no reason not to go." I already had my reply "so much could go wrong we could get in trouble with the police and so much could go wrong we could die on the way to the party and then his friends would feel like it's all there fault." He looked at me and said with anger in his voice "why do you have to turn down everything Anxiety." His words hurt me in such a deep level of sadness I could feel tears threatening to come then he said one more thing before I could run away "you are just a stupid disorder" that was it for me I quickly ran to my room locked the door and ran to my bathroom.

Janus' point of view (JPOV)
I was listening to Thomas's dilemma like I always do and then something happened Virgil was just giving his thoughts like usual and then Roman said "why do you have to turn down everything down Anxiety" he said anxiety so cold. That made my blood boil I was just about to go and pop up then I calmed myself down saying to myself I will just talk to Virgil later then Roman spoke again "you are just a stupid disorder." Oh he was going to regret that I quickly got Remus and Remus got his mace. No one hurts MY Virgil. (oh he a dead man sorry I will be quiet now) Remus and I popped up and I yelled at him "Roman you are the worst person how dare you hurt My Virgil he is the best side here and you patton and logan don't even try to help Virgil" I was so angry. Remus was yelling at the sides to then I started yelling too.

VPOV
I made it to my bathroom and broke down sobbing and then I herd a voice talk 'You are a waste of space, Thomas doesn't need you, your just a disorder' those thoughts run through my head over and over again. I then look at the floor looking at one tile that if you started long enough you could see it was loose. I start to pick up the tile and slide it up I see my blades I take out the one with a little crown on it.

*flashback*
It's my birthday today but I know that none of the light sides know that so I quickly go down stairs get some coffee and start heading up stairs. Then I get pulled into a room with red and gold all over it. I know instantly that I am in Roman's room I turn around and gave me a creepy smirk "Happy birthday Virgil" he hissed. I was shocked he even knew it was my birthday he then pulled a long skinny box and gave it to me and said "Here I know you wanted a new one" I slowly opened it. It was a blade I was scared how did he know? Did he really hate me that much? He then pushed me out of his room.
*End of flash back*

Still VPOV
I then skidded the blade on my skin making blood start trickling down my arm. I loved the pain I started to calm down. I had ten on each arm and started to make more but then I herd my door slam open. I panicked and threw the blade under neath the tile and tried to put the tile back but my hands were shaking so bad. I heard someone yell "Virgil are you okay? Do you need anything? Where are you?" I then herd the door open and I roll down my sleeves quickly. They turns me around and I see Janus he hugs me I hug back. Then he took my hands and rubbing them and I held back a hiss but he could tell I had pain and Janus rolled up my sleeves 'Oh no he is going to hate me and squeeze as hard as he can like Roman did on my wrists' I have tears running down my face I look down at the floor. "R-Remus g-get in here" I panic and Janus seems to notice and hugged me and whispered into my ear.

JPOV
I hug Virgil and see a tile that's kinda out of place. I picked Virgil up bridle style and put him in the bed. I heard the door open I looked at Remus he had a bloody nose. I quickly told him to after Virgil while I go get a first ad kit from his bathroom but before I do I check under the tile I saw earlier I gasp I see a bunch of blades but one still had blood on it but it had a little gold crown on it. I knew instantly that it was Roman I grabbed the first ad kit and the blade and gave Remus the kit and stomped down stairs to see Roman bleeding from his sides and a cast around his arm. (I am crying while writing this) I slap Roman and yell as loud as I can "HOW DARE YOU GIVE VIRGIL A KNIFE TO CUT HIMSELF!!" He hides a smirk and says "I have no idea what your talking about" that's it it I snapped "DO YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE TALKING TO I AM DECEIT I KNOW WHEN YOU ARE LYING!" He just smirks and I show patton the knife hoping he will help back me up but he just laughed oh that made my blood boil.

~time skip by someone who was to lazy to write~
VPOV
I was sobbing as Remus rubbed circles in my back (not the ship I just like protective Remus) Remus then pulled my sleeves down and started stitching my arms. I heard a yell that I knew was janus's I started to sobbing harder as Remus fished stitching up my arm. Then Janus came in with black eye and blood coming out of his arm but he was still smirking. Remus ran to Janus and stitched up his arm too. Then Janus ran to me and hugged me tight and kissed my nose and asked if he could kiss me. (BECAUSE CONSENT IS VERY IMPORTANT) I agreed and he kissed me softly I could taste me tears then we had to pull away because stupid air is needed. He looked at me with love in his eyes then Remus said "alright lovebirds let's go home I bet remy has some coffee for us all" I blush and Janus takes my hand and we go home.

(Word count 1202) sorry for not posting in a while I am still taking suggestions and I am sorry for the rude sides I don't hate them I don't I swear any way have a great day my clouds