Calum's POV
I haven't wanted to cut since I met Ashton,Luke,Louis,Harry and most of all Michael. Michael makes me feel special. Or did anyway. Ever since the other day he hasn't talked to me and I don't know why. All I know is I have to cut again. That's the only way to get rid of my pain. It helps with pain,stress,anger,and other emotions. To feel the blade on my skin again was like getting what you want for Christmas. It was rewarding to me. It would be like winning a race or contest for most people that's what they need for a rush but for me it's cutting. Then a voice interrupted my thoughts. It was Michael.
"Cal? It's Mikey. I just wanted to talk to you about something. Cal?" Then I tried to clean up my wound but Michael walked in. "CALUM WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?" He sounded worried and hurt. He started crying. "God baby why? why would you do this to yourself? Why Cal why?"
"1 did you just call me baby Mikey?" I asked blushing a little.
"Yeah I did now please answer my question because I need an answer before I tell you what I came here to tell you."
"I deserve it Mikey. It helps me deal with my emotions. Like when you stopped talking to me I got sad so I had to cut to feel better. Only because I love you so much Mikey and I was afraid I lost you." I said Michael just stared back into my eyes for a moment It felt like the whole world had disappeared and it was just us.
"I love you too Cal. I can't stand to be away from you any longer. Will you be my boyfriend? I don't care what anyone thinks. All I want is you. So what do you say Cal? Be mine?" I just stared at him for a moment. Then I finally answered.
"Always." I said and a huge smile came across my face. Then Michael kissed me. It felt like the world just froze in that moment in time. Then when he pulled away I just froze for a moment.
"You ok babe?" He asked me.
"I'm perfect right now. Absolutely perfect." Then we got me bandaged up and we just layed in bed and cuddled until we both fell asleep next to one another. Right now I'm the happiest person in the world.
Chapters 5,6,and 7 are supost to be all in the same day. Tell me what you think. Also theres a cute pick of Malum. Love you all Coolcat51!xxxx
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