Love Is A Risk

Chapter 18

Annabel-Marie's P.O.V

I came home after everything happened, Scott and Stiles were in the couch. I knew I couldn't let them see because one Scott would go and tear Derek's head if that's even possible and two because when ever I cry I feel like I'm weak. It's a horrible feeling I always get when I'm this way, I feel like an emotional wreak.

I waked through the door and I had all eyes on me so I guess there was no hiding the tears from them.

"Baby girl what's wrong?" Stiles stared at me, I could see the pain in them he never liked me getting hurt or as you liked to saw it would always hurt him he felt my pain I guess something like that.

"Nothing so umm... Did you guys like wait up for me or something because of you did you guys are the best."

"No we went to bed but then we woke up because you weren't home so we got worried, and did Derek have any reason you had been crying or the reason you are crying?" Scott looked me straight in the eye and I knew he expected an answer out of me.

"Fine you want a honest answer fine here it is yes, yes he is the reason but you know what I don't give a crap any more the whole cold shoulder one day the lovey dovey the next it sucks it really does, everyone needs to face the truth and I have for the longest time ad the truth is Love is always going to be a risk." I tell him truthfully. They were looking at me so I just decided to just go on. " and you know what I'm just always guarding my heart and I want it to fall in love with someone for once and not end up fighting all the time but I can't fall in love because everything that falls gets broken so I just thought I will not fall in love because I don't want to hurt like so many is girls the pain a guy puts them in I don't want to be weakened by a guy and Derek he made me feel alive and strong I finely fell in love and guess what I got broken.

I was crying by this point and I felt weak but I knew I had to get all of that off my chest at one piont and I did, so I kind of felt better but just a smig. I forgot my photo here so I looked at it, it had 12 missed calls and 17 missed messages. They were all from Derek. dosent he get that im mad at him right now i dont want to talk to him. Oh kay so I knew that Derek probably didn't kiss "the slut" and she kissed him but still that hurt.. I knrew i couldn't ignore him forever bust for a little bit at least until I calm myself down to talk to him.

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I woke up to a tapping noise from outside my widow sounded like peeples of something i knew it wasn't Derek because he just walks in because i told him to do that when ever he pleases but maybe he didn't because he knew i was mad at him. So i got out of the bed and walked to the widow man did that take some offort because i was so slepy i took some Night Quil before going to sleep i just needed a good nioght sleep for once but it looks like i can't even do that when i drug myslef to sleep.

I looked out the window and seen a manly figure and wasn't really thinking about who it was but when the light from a passing car hit thier face i seen it was Issac from Derek's apck. 'Whats he doing here?' i thought to myself i hadn't really meet him before so it was a little wreird anf starkerish since he didn't know where i lived but i guess he could since he was going to Scott's and Stiles school and he was also on the lacross team.

" What are you doing at like 2 in the morning?" i asked him with a litle grumpy tone.

"It's Derek he's torn apart he won't talk to anybody, i knew it wierd of me to just be showing up at your house but Derek needs you and i know you need him so please will you forgive him, he didn't do anything wrong al that happened was he was training us a ittle and he was like 'you guys need to be unpredictalbe' or somethiong like tht and so Erica just kissed him so please forgiver him."

I looked at him for a while it felt like a hour but i knew it was only five minutes until i finely agreed.

"Fine just go so i can get some sleep." with that he walked away and i went stright to bed. I didn't I couldn't go stright to bed because i kept on thinking why he was so upset i mean im just a girl and he was a werewolf guy i mean it was dangerous but we made it possible. Mybe he is hidding something that i dont know because when ever he looks at me i can tell there is just alittle more than when other guys look at me. I finally decided I was going to derek and ask him with that i fell into a deep, dark sleep.

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The next morning i woke up around eight so i got in the shower and started to get ready. When i got out I just let my hair go it's natually wavy self and i got a tan sweatshirt that went to my knees and some black tights and some flats. I was walking down the stairs when i heard his voice and his voice is... Derek's.

"Just let me talk to her Gosh Darn it"

"she doesn't what to talk to you." Scott retorted

"Scott I can talk for myself" I said I looked at Derek and I seen his eyes were red and puddly a little but you would have to look very carefully.

Derek turned his attention towards me "Anna please listen to me..." I cut him off.

"You didn't do anything and Erica came on to you. I know Isaac came and told me everything and you are forgiven!" I said at this point Scott left the room as I was in ground of Derek now.

"Can we forget this too?" He asked with hopeful eyes.

I made sure to take my take to make him wonder. Finally I just started to smile and nodded my head. "Of course I will most defiantly forget this. But next time I see that slut I will slap her and I don't care if I get hurt."

Derek was just smiling at me while I did that rant. 

"What?" I asked

"I just love you" he simply replied

"I love you too" and here I am taking my risk of love.

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Sorry it has been forever since I updated and I know this is a really short chapter but I poised I would update today and plus I was going to make this the ending of my story but decided I wouldn't or do think it should be cause I might just end it.

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