This is exactly what it looks like-
So you see, Oli (aka the orion sound)has depression.... His crush and friends don't know about this.. What happens when he finds out his crush is bisexual!
I don't kow 😂 read to find out! 🤣
I wake up ready to put on my fake goofy self that everyone knows.... I get out of bed to brush my teeth.
I brushed my teeth and went downstairs to get the door, apparently someone wanted to come here at 6 in the morning I open the door to see my crush with his "girlfriend" I was always jealous.... I invited them inside to take a seat. After that, I had to make tea and snacks Cause that's what Calum likes in the morning...
I give them the tea and snacks as they eat and drink it. "So, what have you been up to?" I hear Calum say. "Oh nothing much..." I say. "Well, so you see.. Me and Jess..... Well, we broke up... But we're still friends..!" Calum said trying to smile. Well, if you two need to talk to someone my door will always be open! I said with a warm smile. "Thanks.. We're really sorry to bother you, we should get going" I hear Jess say. "Yea, thanks Oli!" Calum said with a smile. Anytime! I say as I put on my fake smile.
It's been three hours since they left... I tried to record videos to keep myself from thinking about damn Calum! I can't do this... I whisper as I start to break down. I try and collect myself but the more I do the more it hurts... I have to record a video...! The only thing that keeps me somewhat happy..
I finish to upload my video and someone's at the door again! I groan as I open the door it's Joel..? I welcome him in as he starts to say, "Oli, are you alright? You seem really distant these past few months... We're really worried about you..." He says he's probably just faking it.. No one would ever care about me.. Oh, I uh was busy making a, a song! That's it! I say trying my best to lie out of the situation. "Oh, ok if that the case why don't you come with the gang today! We're going to the amusement park! 4 pm? Oh ok... I say. "Alright then, Bye!" He says as he closes the door.
I am so hungry but I can't eat... I am too fat as I say that my inner demons start to call me names.. I'm used to it at this point... It's 12:47 right now.. I'm just gonna prepare my outfit. (There is no coronavirus and it's winter rn k? Just wanted to clear things up) This so the outfit I chose.
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I like it cause it doesn't show how far I am.. It's now 1:12 as I hear my phone ring. I picked it up and it was Lizzie..? Why is everyone remembering me today?!?! I thought to myself as I picked up the phone.
-L for Lizzie- -O for Oli-
L-Hey Oli! O- oh hey Lizzie..
L- well I was wondering, Are you gay?
O- what? Why would you ask that...?
L- It's really obvious.
O- Fine, but please can we keep this a secret....?
L- ok, but you have to tell them at some point... When you're Ready ofcourse!
O- Mk...
L- Right then, Bye!
O- Bye then..
Lizzie hung up.
I put my phone down on the counter as I lie on my bed.. I sighed knowing I have to go out... My cat suddenly jumped on my lap and purred his name's Oreo I named him that cause the top part of his fur's black and the bottom part white he has a twin called Pan Pan, I named him that cause his spots and colours were like a panda..! I forgot to feed them though.. I quickly go downstairs and feed both of them right after they finished eating thir food, they fell asleep..I take them to their beds and let them sleep it's currently 1:45... I really want to get this over with! I decide to take a nap and set my alarm clock to 3:30 as I went to bed I feel my eyes getting heavy and I fall asleep.
I wake up to my alarm ringing as I get up I get dressed into my outfit as I head out. I went to the amusement park and saw Joel and Lizzie already there... "Hey Oli!" I hear Joel say with a bucket of popcorn in his hand. I take a deep breath as I put on the fake me. Oh hey Joel! I say forcing a smile on my face. They walk up to me and Joel asks "are you gay?" Why does everybody want to know my sexuality!! "Yea..." I say knowing he won't except me. "I knew it!" Lizzie said as Joel have her some money. What's going on? I ask very confused. "Oh well, I knew you were gay but Joel didn't believe so we made a bet!" She says while laughing at Joel. Ok, so where's Calum- I say before I get cut off by Calum himself calling out our names we head to him and see him holding two cotton candy sticks. He gave me one of them to eat. I thanked him and started to lick it. It's was so good! But I'll have to puke this out later though.....
We went to all the rides and it was getting dark Lizzie and Joel went home as for Calum and me we were still close to each other. Calum asked if I wanted to stay the night in his house! My heart was racing as I calmed down and said, Sure trying to contain my excitement I had never felt this much happiness untill now.. We went to his house as we enter the the living room, he said that the guest room was not free his sister was sleeping there with her boyfriend.. He said, "Let's just sleep together I mean we are both men." Uh yea sure I say nervous because I'm gay... We went to his room and he gave me his sweater and I already had shorts on so he just gave me his sweater I changed into it and his sweater was a little too big.
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Calum blushed so I guess it looked nice we both went to bed as he kept his arm around my waist, my eyes felt heavy as I drifted off to sleep
