Whatever, Josh

S Y N O P S I S

Just when she thinks she's free of escaping [her] lincoln high school, eighteen-year-old Adivka Kumar gets a visit from her last crush from Lincoln appears right in front of her dorm door, introducing himself as her dormmate. The feelings she has had for him in high school are long gone, but when he settles down on his bed, Advika can't help but think of why her heart is beating so fast. Is it because of him? Does she seriously still have feelings for him?

A U T H O R ' S    N O T E

Hi :)

This story started off as a crush on this guy, who I may or may not be still be crushing on, and turned into a whole ass story because, let's be real, I can't get enough of him*. I started working on it 08/30/20 but the idea came way before that, but I only started working on it last Sunday (08/30/20) because my mom, in exchange of studying for the SAT for more than a month, gave me a week to doing whatever I wanna do, which, if I'm being honest, kinda did me dirty (I took a break from running for three days and now feel like the laziest person ever lmao). But, anyway, I hope y'all love this story and the ending! I tried to make it as thrilling as possible, along with being realistic and short because ya girl cannot write a book with 50 chapters for the life of her in seven days (*shameless self-promo: go check out IBRH!!). Um, chile anyway (or, at least, I think that's how u say it) u do u boo, and don't feel bad for anything that u do. In fact, I give u this as a *checks phone* 'permission to forgive yourself'. NO MATTER WHAT IT IS―FORGIVE URSELF N LEARN FROM IT/MOVE ON. Okay byee!!

― AK 💜

D E D I C A T I O N

To the guy in my (sophomore year) math class & [to] anyone who doesn't feel like they'll find love―you will honey, I promise. Loving takes time, but you're already three-fourths there ♡

*Update: I'm over him. Learn to love yourself and learn when someone doesn't like you back. Who am I kidding? 100% of the time I'm not even sure if my crush likes me.