I'm trying
To smile
But I can't
Not through the years
The scars
They overwhelm me
Trying to laugh
But it's practically impossible
Stumbling
Falling
Trying my hardest
Nothing seems to work
Trying to be happy
Trying to surpress a smile
And give a wink
But all I feel is pain
Laughter
Smiles
Happiness
Seem so out of reach
What's there to do
I'm trapped in a endless tunnel
Going on a downhill climb
Falling to my death
I can't see no light
The darkness surrounds me
Don't blame me
For I'm dreamily depressed
