The Other Half Of Me

The Transformation

Waking up the next morning was just like a dream, I've never felt so relieved, strong and happy before. I could feel that I've lost myself to a greater deal but I never seemed to care. Mom was baffled by the new me she saw this morning and I knew what she must be thinking
" yesterday she was afraid and terrified by God knows what and now she's dazzling around like it's her birthday or something, this girl has definitely gone crazy".
School was much fun than I thought, people were surprised by the Jess I am right now and everything  just goes perfectly my way. Being asked out by the cutest boys in college and teaching my bullies a lesson of their life, it could not have been better I guess. After school, I went for an endless stroll, admiring the whole road like I've never been there before. Finnaly my eyes caught something quite interesting, two huge men beating up a guy of  my age, Without fear I walked there not bothered about their huge size, all my focus was on the poor boy they were beating up
"let him go" I ordered with a brave voice.
" See what we have here, princess just lost her way and she's also lost her mind, come on girl come to daddy, I have better Idea of what we can do to make you happy other than shouting like a humming bird  " he chuckled out of mockery.
I could feel my hot blood boiling harder, the feeling to hit the guts out of them rained in my veins. He walked towards me laughing like a brainless pig stretching his big arms across my shoulders. Wherever the strength came from I don't know, all I could remember was kicking their ass terribly, I kind of loosed control over my self and I almost ended up killing those bastards if not for the boy that ripped them off my grip. I walked away angrily as the boy followed me without saying a word until I finnaly turned to see who the he'll is stalking me after saving his life. He was tall with those red enticing lips and his calmly relaxed hair almost covering one of his light blue eyes.
"What do you want" I asked after admiring his good looks.
" nothing seriously,  just wanna thank you for what you did for me back there" he said feeling audibly nervous. " am Lyon by the way" he said stretching his hands out for a handshake.
" Jessica" I replied still studying his disturbed mood. " nice moves, you must be some Japanese mistress I guess, hope I don't get in your slammed ass lists, you really rocked back there.
He said with a smile. I grinned back or maybe laughed at his nervous jokes. We got to know each other a little bit and to be honest, I really liked him or we ( aurora and i) both liked him. Unlike other guys Aurora seems okay with him and of course am definitely good with it. We exchanged contacts and nailed our goodbyes. We still met and hung out couple of times, he saw me as an angel that hardly initiates a conversation so he was always the director of our talks, all i did was laugh, spill the coffee and nod. All was going well until the freak in me overreacted,
it was on a Wednesday evening, Lyon and I walked down an aisle which wasn't much far from his work place (he's into  home delivery). While laughing to one of his jokes, I tripped and almost left myself with a  bump but he caught me half way to the floor. His hands tightly around my waist and our eyes firmly  pulling at each other's socket. His face came close to mine as his lips almost blushed mine. Suddenly my hands sent an earthquaking blow to his stomach and ran away immediately. I could hear him groan in pain behind me but I couldn't stare back at him. "Oh Lord what have I done" I screamed myself after walking out of his sight, hitting my head on the wall. " Aurora what was that supposed to mean, why would you do that to him, for Christ sake what's wrong with a damn kiss" I growled at myself. An elderly man stood few paces around the corner staring at the crazy me arguing with myself and he jumped to two conclusion" she either escaped from a psychiatric hospital or she's on drugs. I heard him make a phone call, telling whoever was on the phone to come get this girl to the station before she does something more crazier to herself. After the phone call ended, he turned to see what I was up to but saw nothing but an empty view. I've climbed the 4 story building apartment in a minute with no stress. Of course what else was expected from a girl possessed by an angry and psychopathic ghost. I could run with amazing speed, fight like a bear and fly like a ghost( which I am). Mom was at it again, a hell of a lecture tonight, seeing my mood mom took it as an opportunity to figure out what was going on with me. My mood swings were enough to get her worried not to talk of my new character. " it's like I don't know you anymore" she sang out to me. She did pricked my emotional spot, I felt like a monster who just punched LOVE out of my prince charming and now hurting my lonely mom. I angrily walked into my room and shut the door cursing myself with every curse word I've ever came across. Aurora's spirit pulled out from my body, she did'nt exhaust much of her time in pulling me down with those remorseful eyes hers, I melted in seconds. I knew it was really hard for her, after the whole rape thing she has became aggresivly sensitive but why should I get punished for that. I loved our connection but I can't ignore my feelings for my mom and Lyon. We both were already attached to Lyon emotionally and we shouldn't ruin it just because of a simple kiss. After a long deliberation, At least i got to know how it feels like to posses humans rgaat night as she flew back into me, It was an amazing experience of course, all she did was walk through me and next, I could feel her presence in me. We staggered to my mom's room, I tried to compose a speech to calm my mom down but that was not needed as long as I had Aurora. She melted my mom's heart with words that staked my heart like a bullet. Tears rained clutched in my eyes waiting for it's season to rain down. Mom and I mended up and for the first time in years, i was able to make my mom forget the absence of my dad. Mom opened up to me about her worried, emotional break down, her work and every single thing about her life since this 4 ugly years after my dad's death. I got bored but Aurora was more into it than my mom, She listened with an authentic calmness, maybe trying to figure out about my mom's life more than I her daughter knew. I woke up quite earlier than usual, yesterday's events flowed my mind and all I could so was sigh and hope for the best today. Mom woke up to be surprised by my hard work today, I've done all her morning chores, got her clothes ready for work and made breakfast. Confusion was one theme for my life since I met Aurora so she wasn't so surprised after all. Two days have past since whatever transpired between Lyon and I, After thinking everything through we ( Aurora and I) have decided to let Lyon into our lives. Sharing a guy with a spirit is not an idea I was fond of but I couldn't stay out long from Lyon anymore. It was time I got to make up for my crazy misunderstanding.......... I wonder if my life would ever be like any other teenage girl. Having this experience made me understand how love, pain and grudge ruins our lives. Both positive and negative comes with a price and am still not sure of what price am going to pay for letting the dead into me. My fary tails just BEGAN