My Scarred angel

Chapter 13: All about the truth😔

"are you okay?, How's school?, I..I" he asked as we took a seat on the bench "Enough. Now for my question, why have you been paying my school fees?" I ask calmly "well...that's an easy question, because you're my child and responsibility" he answered with a smile "If that's so why did you leave?" I say through gritted teeth, I glared at him as his smile fell and I saw a flash of pain in his eyes "it's been six years dad, six good years since you left" I said trying to hold in the anger and pain as I stared at him, watching his every move.

"Lana.." he tried to say "don't call me that, you have no right to, only people that have always been there can call me that" I say cutting him off "look I'm really sorry I left all I've wanted to do since I saw you was hug you because you've really grown, and I'm sorry I couldn't be there all the time, but trust me I've been watching you from a distance my angel, from your middle school graduation to your first year of high school up until now" he said looking away trying to hide the tears that fell, I didn't know he knew about all those things, but all I wanted to Know was why he left "why did you leave?" I repeated ignoring his whole story "I couldn't take it anymore, you're mum was becoming aggressive and we fought almost every single day, I left you with her because she's your mum and I also got a new job and I knew if I had taken you I wouldn't have had time to watch you and your mum would have done something crazy" he said with his head bowed I felt the anger sip out slowly I couldn't take it anymore "so you got a new job and you didn't bother to send money for bills?, did you think school fees were the only fees, I had to work and go to school at the same time just so I could feed and pay bills" I yelled tears rolling freely down my cheeks "what?, I sent money every month to your mum for your up keep" he said confusion written all over his face "she...oh my gosh, she never told me about that, no wonder she had money to keep buying alcohol and cigarettes" I whispered the last part as I stood up.

"I have to go" I say walking away "Lana wait" he said but I ignored and continued walking home.

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I felt less hatred for dad and less love for mum I was sure as hell angry I couldn't believe she kept using the money that I was meant to use to have a stress and work free childhood she used it for herself, I felt so much anger for years now I had, had to struggle to pay bills at my young age, then what am I supposed to do when I'm an adult. I was really pissed I opened my door with almost no fear today I ignored the bottles on the floor and walked up stairs "mum?" I yell barging into her room "are you st....." She tried to say "I'm really not in the best mood tonight so I don't care if you're gonna hit me or not just answer this question, did dad ever send money since he left, yes or no" I ask pissed out of my mind today, she walked up to me and hit me hard across the face.

"are you satisfied now that you've hit me?, Now answer the freaking question?" I yell, as shock laced her face "yes and what are you gonna do about it?, you don't deserve it you're worthless he only ever called to ask about 'your' well being, he only sent money for 'your' up keep, and I was out of the picture" she yelled emphasizing on 'your' "you disgust me" I whisper and walk out of the room.

When I got to my room I couldn't believe I spoke to mum the way I did, but she deserved it, while dad deserved the better treatment, but her not reacting harshly only meant she would do something later on so I think I better close my door all through the night just to be on the safe side.

After taking a bath I get out and head over to my wardrobe then I get out my hello Kitty sweatshirt and a pair of black shorts and put it on then I go through my phone for messages seeing none which was a bit odd cause I always had a message from Anna most especially when we hadn't seen each other during the weekend and I didn't even see or here much from her during the week, but I really have to update her on what's been happening but when I see her.

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Ouuuuuu Alana's mum just got served 😂, what do you think of Alana's bravery?😏.

What do you think is going to happen after meeting her dad would he give her space or would he fight for the love of his daughter?😔

And sorry you didn't see much Zayn and other characters in this chapter but it was basically a filler chapter 🙃.

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Bye😘