The Color Purple (BTS OT7 x reader) hybrid au

Ch 12.

~Back to your POV~

"Well I guess it's my turn isn't it?" They all nod and look at me worried. "It's ok I will be fine... I just gotta focus on breathing."

"Are you sure we don't want you to push yourself..." Namjoon says looking over at me. All of the boys nod agreeing to Namjoon's statement.

"I will be fine joon. Besides you guys should know my past if you are all my mates..." I say, "and I trust you all with all of my heart."

I can see them visibly relax. I smile a little bit and get comfortable. "Can I sit in one of you's lap?" I say biting my lip slightly. Suddenly I feel myself being picked up and I look back to see jaguar ears flicking a little. I turn back to the boys and mumble out a small thank you to yoongi oppa.

"Ok I should probably start from the beginning..." I sigh and I feel Yoongi tighten his grip on my waist. "I'm good yoongs thanks for worrying though... anyway me and yoongi oppa were at the park alone our parents trusted us to go out on our own as long as we stayed close. Anyway we were playing tag well more like I was playing tag with a log" I say trying to keep the mood a bit lighter, "when some mysterious men came and grabbed me and put me in the back of a white van type thing. It took a long time to get to the place that I now know as Sejong. I was starting to get "feisty" as they said. They injected me with the wolf DNA that is now a part of my daily life. Every day was something new. Forced transformations, whippings, cuts, making me fight off very hungry dogs and other animals, starving me, hitting me till I passed out, etc." I said with a straight face paused for a few seconds but then continued. "I had escaped from those people about a year ago. But the day I escaped was the worst one ever... before I had left they used all of the types of torture they had used before, like they knew what I was planning. When i left i had to transform to be able to run back to Daegu but when I got back Dad was gone you were gone everyone that I knew thought I was dead so I just stayed in my house unless it was to hunt after a few days I found all of my old clothes fit me somewhat. Dad had left almost all of my electronics and some of his, he even left the money we kept in the safe I figured out not long after I found you guys it was a little bit more than what one of your good tickets costed my dad had left some clothes as well all of them were to big on me but I wore them if I knew I was going somewhere that it would be frowned upon to wear children's clothes i was actually wearing one of my dads shirts at your concert but I had a tank top up underneath." I look up at all of them after I hear sniffles to my right -where Hoesok sat then I noticed that all of their eyes were red and they were about to cry. Hoesok was crying and I heard and felt Yoongi crying behind me. I turned to him and hugged him. " I'm sorry I didn't want to make any of you sad" I whined.

"You had it so bad... I'm so so sorry I should have found you sooner. I thought becoming big You would be able to find me. But I should have been looking for you instead."

"It's not your fault you were doing what you thought would help and it did I wouldn't have been able to find any of you otherwise." I look at all of them and said something i will never regret for the rest of my life, "I love all of you so much!"

"We love you too." They all day back. I move off of Yoongi's lap and crawl to jhope. I sit on my knees lean towards him and wipe off his tears feeling the tingles on the pad of my thumbs.

"Where is my happy little sunshine?" I say which resulted in a small smile from all the boys and a very big one on hobi. "Are you happy again?" I say purposefully acting cute.

"Aww you are so cute!" He says pinching my cheeks I then smile my very unique smile. "Your smile is so cute! I'm gonna make sure you always smile." He says tickling my sides which makes me burst out in laughter.

"Hobi! I can't see!" I scream out. "Can't breathe! Hahaha!" I squeal out. He then stops and I catch my breath.

Thank you all for all the views and votes it means a lot to me if you find any mistakes please tell me and I will try to fix it as soon as possible! (P.S. some of the scenes about the abuse will be some of my own experiences except the hybrid part and some of the other things... so it may be harder for me to write these I hope you understand. I was not kidnapped and I am somewhat fine now but please do note that these chapters may go into severe detail and if you have any kind of ptsd from this I will put warnings before the chapters. Please be safe.)  also I am working on a character catalog it should be published soon.

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