Used Abused And Loved 🔞

Lack of love.

(Listen 'when it's over' while reading it for realistic feel)

-Author POV-

You were sitting on the dining table. Taehyung in his room. Jungkook came and sat infront of you, not even glancing at you.

"Y/n listen" he said coldly.

"I don't wanna listen anything" you said.

He rolled his eyes in attitude.

"Where are you going?" you asked after some minutes of silence.

"Back my own home" he replied with no emotion.

"Why?" you asked again.

"I already have a beautiful girlfriend! I will live with her now! We are getting engaged! I don't wanna see your ugly face everyday!" he said and went out tears forming in your eyes.

-Your POV-

'it's been a month since Jungkook left. I miss him. I do miss him alot! I love him so much!! Why did he left me!!? Oh of course why not? I am so ugly!' many thoughts roaming in my mind as tears continuously rolling down my cheeks.

"Baby~" I heard him calling. My boyfriend.

"Yes tae?" I replied.

"I am going out for a meeting! I might get late at night don't wait for me and sleep!" he said outside the door not even coming inside our room.

'he is so moody.. He talk sweetly very occasionly.. He is always rude and cold towards me but he remind me every night how much he loves me. I don't love him as much I used love Jungkook.. But I don't want to hurt Taehyung's feeling also'

-At Night-

I was on my bed about to sleep. 'I needed something! Someone to love me! Someone who I can hug!' My thoughts again got interrupted by Taehyung coming in.

"I told ya to sleep! Why are you awake?" he said in coldly.

I didn't reply. He come closer to me and kissed my forehead. "I love you, good night" he always say he love me but I can't feel his love. He pulled away but I held his hand. "If you love me then sleep with me" I said. He never comes close to me. I want it right now! I want someone to love me!

-Author POV-

"no" he said and moved back leaving the room. But stopped when he heard my little sobs. "Okay fine! Stop crying I will sleep with you!" he said and took of his shoes and socks jumping on bed. His back facing you. "Crying bitch" he said silently. Suddenly y/n hugged him from behind.

-Taehyung's POV-

"Crying bitch" I said and suddenly I felt her hugging me from behind.
It feel so good. Her presence.
"Please" she cried. "Please! Love me" she shouted and start crying more loudly.
I turned around and hugged her back.

"I love you!" I never wanted to hug her or love her! It just disgust me out! I always force myself to say I love her, where I actually don't.
right now I didn't force myself to say it. I didn't feel disgusted to hug her.

It gives me peace as well. I hugged her tightly. Kissing her forehead and cheeks. "I love you! I do love you my sweetheart!" I said calming her down.

(Listen Maniac by conon gray now please? Tell me you listened it or not!)

-In The Morning-
I woke up and saw y/n sleeping peacefully. I was just staring at her and my alarm rang. "I woke up early today" I said surprised. "I didn't took my sleeping pills last night wow"

I pecked her cute Pouty lips smiling. 'Wait! What are you doing Taehyung?' I thought and got of the bed quietly not waking her up. I went in the bathroom and switched on some songs and start moving on the beat. 'Why am I dancing?' I thought but it didn't stop me from dancing.

I showered and went down.
"Looks like Mr. Tae is really happy today!" Yoonha exclaimed.

I giggled. "Won't you tell Noona your reason of happiness?" Yoonha.

"Ahh~ Actually I don't know as well" I said showing my iconic and rare Boxy smile.

"hmm..." Yoonha hummed and Served his food.

-People often cry and beg for love sometimes-

-To Be Continued-