Used Abused And Loved 🔞

The Bitter Truth.

Jimin left the room and Taehyung went back to sleep.

-Your POV-

I opend my eyes and saw Taehyung staring at me. "My baby is awake?" he said sweetly. I really don't like when he talk like this. I just don't fit him!

He came closer to me to kiss me but I stopped him. I don't know why, but I can't.. A part of me thinks that I will hurt Jungkook.. I don't want to hurt his feelings by accepting Taehyung.

All I can do is make Taehyung hate me. I am behaving rudely with him from past few weeks. I love him alot. More then Jungkook. But just can't help.

I pushed him away and went out of room. I heard some noises coming from the couch. I went downstairs and saw Jungkook....

With a girl.

"K-koo? I called grabbing their attention.

They turned back and looked at me. "What?" he said rudely.

"who-"

"Shut up and go back to your room!"

"You can't talk to me like that!!" you git angry and shouted back at him.

"Oh the bitch is talking back?" he said coming closer to me.

"I'm not a bitch!"

"Oh you are"

"I AM NOT!" I shouted making him more angry. I felt a hot burning sensation on my left cheek. He slapped me, My eyes filled with tears.

"Go back to Your room. RIGHT. NOW." he said glaring at me. My legs went weak. I went back to my room but Taehyung was sleeping there. So I went to his room, I closed the room from and start crying. I cried alot. not with tears. But with pain.

-Author POV-

"Who is she kook?" the girl asked.

"No one.." he said.

"Tell me!" she said. Jungkook sat with her. Resting her head on his chest.

"I'm sorry for what I did in past" he said. Changing the topic.

"I'm also sorry, I was not paying attention to our relationship" she said. Jungkook smiled at her.

"I think we could work it out" that girl said.

"We can Amy" Jungkook said and kissed her. With The guilt of hitting you.

You were crying in your room.
(You are a silent cryer)
"Y/n?" someone called.

"Y/n? Are you there baby?" He said.

"DON'T CALL ME BABAY!" You shouted boisterously.

"Look.. We can talk" he said.

"I DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT ANYTHING! GO AWAY" you shouted again.

"Y/n listen-"

"Listen what Jungkook? Listen what? What will you say? You will say you don't love me anymore. Is it a game to you?? You will ask me to leave you cause I am ugly! You will tell me you love that girl and not me! Cause you never loved me right? It's all a game to you! Breaking someone's heart is not good Jungkook! It's not! You don't know how hurt I am! I loved you do much!! I loved you so much koo"

You said the last line softy.

"But you are just a monster. You are disgusting. You are a beast. You are heartless. You don't deserve to live after breaking someone's heart" 

"And that girl is also fake! You said she didn't loved you! Then why she lovea you so suddenly? She is just like you! Disgusting and fake!!"

"This is the truth kook this is the bitter truth"

Calling Amy disgusting wasn't a good idea. Jungkook got angry on that. He came closer and bent down to your level. "you fucking whore" he said patting your head softly.

"You know who are you talking about my slut?" he lifted your chin with his finger.

"slut should know how she should be treated" he kissed your lips softly. You didn't kissed back.

He grabbed you by your hair making you Stand up. He pulled you somewhere.he harshly took you to the place you were most scared of. He unlocked the room and took you in there. So dark, so scary. You could hear giggles. But can't see them,  you couldn't see anyone.

He pushed you on the ground. You quickly folded your hands and legs together. Placing your head on your knees.

"Die Here!" he said angrily. You started crying. He got soft by hearing your cry. He crotched down. Touching your hand softly "I know y/n, I know. The truth is bitter. This is the truth. You deserve this baby"

"I don't" you said crying.

He smacked your head. "Bitch" he said and left.

-To Be Continued-