Lawrence pov
"Hey Camz" I say walking into her bedroom
"Hey baby" she said, I close the door and lock it, I walk over to her and lay on top of her.
"Babe..." she whispered, I kiss her and she kisses me back
"Everyone's here" she said, I smile
"Then be quiet" I say, she giggles
"Baby...I mean-" I cut her off kissing her
"Shhh...okay, it's the day before my birthday" I whisper, she smiles
"I know...but I'm sorry" she sighed, I bite my lip
"Just...quick, really really quick" I say kissing her neck
"No...stop" she said, I sigh and sit up in her lap
"Babe, on your birthday" she said, I look at her
"I'm going to be in the hospital" I say, she smiles
"Exactly" she said, I frown
"When you're healed...I will let you use it all you want" she said, I smile and she sits up kissing me
"Just not right now" she said, I nod and kiss her she kisses me back
"So, what do you want to do then?" I ask, she smiles and I lay down on top of her
"Let's just cuddle for a while" she said, I nod and hide in the crook of her neck, she plays with my hair and rubs my back.
"I'm scared" I whisper, she looks at me
"Why?" She said, I sigh
"For tomorrow" I say, she nods and kisses my head
"I'll be there for you" she said, I nod
"I know...you always are" I say, she smiles softly and played her head on mine
"What if it goes wrong?" I ask, she giggles
"And who, your penis looked weird?"she asked giggling, I shook my head
"And I don't make it" I say, she looks at me
"Baby, that's not going to happen" she said, I sigh but nod
"Hey, I promise" she whispers, I nod and she kisses me I kiss her back
"I'm going to take a nap" I sigh, she nods rubbing my back
"Okay, night baby" she said, I nod
"Night Camz" I mumble, I close my eyes and let sleep take over me, while camila was rubbing my back and playing with my hair soothingly, also humming a soft tune she really know how to put me into a deep sleep.
I'm so scared for Tomorrow, I don't want anything to go wrong.
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Transgender-camren |hold|
FanfictionFollowing the life of a trans kid named Lawrence jauregui who is 15 years old (Lauren jauregui) Camila Cabello is a famous youtuber also 15 years old and Lawrence watches her videos every day