She asked me over the call "Well,how are you feeling?" I took a deep breath .I had been asked this question so many times over the past few weeks. Most times I knew the answer in my head "terrible" is what I wanted to say.But all that came out was "much better".She briskly carried on asking me about everything else,I tried to make effort,to at least come across that I was trying harder.Effort is something that I've been struggling so much with these days.