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Taehyung

There was no going back, what was done, was done.

I had pressed my lips to Jeongguks, kissing him softly. His lips were smallish and cute, yet quite manly in comparison to mine. It felt amazing..but then I realised.

I don't even know if he's gay.

Jungkook

Hes kissing me. Taehyungs kissing me.

I don't know what's wrong with me..it feels so good, his heart shaped, soft lips pressing perfectly on mine. But I couldn't kiss back, I was frozen, eyes wide as he watched him.

He looked so innocent, his eyes closed, showing his long, pretty eyelashes. His curly, blue hair was tickling my forehead as he held tightly onto my shirt, helping his bring his face closer.

I started to close my eyes, falling into the sweetness of the kiss before he realised.

No. I'm not gay! I'm not gay! I won't kiss a boy!

I quickly pulled away with a little gasp, forgetting about our position which lead to the blue haired boy falling to the floor.

"I'm not gay!" I randomly bursted out, having being caught up with the panic.

I slowly calmed down panting as I saw the look of hurt in Taehyungs face, little whimpers leaving his lips. His eyes..they were..full to the brim with tears.

Taehyung

He pushed me away. What was I expecting? Why did I do that?! We just met and why would he want someone like me anyway?

I could barely read his lips through my tears that were filling my eyes. But I could make out, "Not, " and "gay". He's not gay.

Jeongguk had technically just thrown me on the floor. Again. My body ached but I was hurt more inside. Why this was effecting me so much? I had no idea.

"I'm sorry Taehyung, I didn't meant to hurt you-"

"No..i-its fine..im sorry..i-i..shouldn't have..." I whispered as I looked down, stuttering as I tried to push away the lump in my throat. I sniffed as my breath hitched, I hoped that I wasn't too loud. I'm already a freak.

"I'm sorry.." I whimpered, slowly getting up and brushing myself down, pushing away the brown haired man's hands as he tried to help me.

The bruises on my skin were starting to darken now, my already weak body, drained from that day.

"No Tae..im sorry..i pushed you and I shouldn't ha-"

"Please..s-stop.." I whispered, not wanting to look at his lips anymore. The ones I kissed to be pushed away.

'You're just like everyone else.' I signed to him quickly, leaving him frowning.

"I don't understand sign-" Jeongguk started.

"Go home Jeongguk!" I guessed what he said, finally letting my tears roll down my face.