IM THE DADDY HERE

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skylars pov

my breathing gets heavy as he pushes me against the wall, Ive only known him for a short while and im supposed to hate him but how can i hate someone who acts like this? he tightens his grip on me and starts to speak " you never answered my question , who are you?" My mind stops working properly i can barely get out my next sentence " my names skylar" i have to get out of here, i spatial jump away from him and take deep breaths as i walk to my room. oh the things he could do to me i stop dead in my tracks. Did i just think that? i slowly start walking again. This guy effects me in a way no one has before.We arent aloud feelings. thats what father taught us. we are meant to protect the world. not fall in love or be sad but , even knowing this doesn't stop the fact that I do have feelings. This new feeling i have for five scares me but even so , I feel comfort in the fact that he is the one I have feelings for. Whatever those feelings may be , i need to act on them or forget about them.

forget about them.

thats what I will do, I'll forget about them. I lay in bed , my thoughts revole around him and it puts me right to sleep.

" wake up skylar" father stands at the door . I instantly get up. He started calling me skylar last year after mom died. He started calling everyone by there names. never numbers anymore. mom never talked to dad but she was still here for us. from the moment she met us she gave us names. Father always said love hurts everyone . I figured he messed up with mom when they were in love, mom always loved us but dad was always strict. We always woke up on time. Trained as a team. Never stepped out of line But, I have a feeling thats all gonna change now. I get up and walk down the hall. my eyes wandering to five. I spatial jump to five and pull him into a smaller hall way. he laughs "what now" his eyes looking into mine. stay on task. if you get this over with then you can forget about him. I close my eyes and breathe and then kiss him. his mouth stiff for a second before he kisses me back. I melt into his arms. Our lips fit perfectly into each others. I breathe in, my lips still on his but slightly away. his heavy breath blurs my mind . stay on task. I break away from him. he stares at me and starts to talk "wha-" i concentrate and go back in time a minute. dad always said seconds count. I spatial jump back to my spot in line. it never happened... he won't remember. I walk down stairs a sit down. Careful not to look at five. What was he thinking during the kiss? shit. I'll never know.