IM THE DADDY HERE

missing memory

fives pov

"Father" wakes me up  in  a odd manner. he seems more emotionless. I start to walk down the hall way and I notice skylar looking at me . does she feel the pull that I do? I see her spatial jump but she doesn't go anywhere. A odd feeling washes over me .somethings missing. my mind starts to hurt. Like a memory was just taken from me. I strain my mind, forcing myself to remember. Images pop up in my head . darkness, my lips on hers, confusion. I fight the pull that is pulling away my memory. desperate to know what happened. did she go back in time? maybe I can fight it. it seems to be that because of my powers, I can reconize the change in the past and maybe I can keep the memory. I fight it. More images flash in my mind . My mind clears.I start to see the full picture and i remember all of it. her pulling me aside. the kiss. the taste of her chapstick. her pulling away . going back in time so i wouldnt remember. all my emotion run through my head.I had wanted to kiss her. stunned that she kissed me so soon.I cant believe I kissed her back. She feels the same pull that I do. The kiss was new to me. Ive only ever like delores so this is all new to me. This pull towards her isnt gonna end but maybe i can fight or embrace it.
I wont let her know that i know. I compose my emotions. I smirk and chuckle under my breath. I start to walk down the stairs and I spatial jump to the end of the stairs. Klaus is talking to "ben" and so is vanya. ben seems very confused at the conversation but klaus and vanya look like they like on cloud nine. "where's the coffee" I ask. skylar starts to speak " Father doesn't drink coffee" her voice composed with no emotion."I spatial jump to the door and rush out. lets go see if the donut shop is still here.

klaus pov
Me and vanya both look like we've  just seen a ghost but technically we have. last thing i remember is vanya telling me that ben finally let go. after all these years with him , i've felt like he was never gonna leave. I was wrong. A part of me has dissapeared with him. I have a strong urge to drink myself to sleep or drug myself to forget it but I know ben wouldnt like that so instead Im just talking to  him. not him but close enough. this new ben looks so different. Mostly he has acted the same as our ben would but hes more on edge. Less calm. I remember vanya telling me what happened when ben let go, " can you hug me as I go" his voice echos in my mind all the time. I wish I treated him better, I never thought he would leave. I couldn't imagine it at the time. But reality is reality and I have to deal with that.A blue light appears from the ceiling and everyones ducks behind someting. It looks like the tome portal that five came through before.Someone jumps out from the portal...