The Parental Love

Love is in between.

Between 'you' who loves, and the 'whom' you love.

Love is within hearts.

But what can you infer about these two hearts that beats yet are not beating for each other?

Will you find your real happiness with someone you never knew but you are forced to love to?

What if you'll gonna onto arranged/ fixed marriage?

Will you marry that 'Parental
Love'?

|hi! Tagalog po talaga ang language ng nobelang ito, sadyang English lang po iyang sa intro. Hehe. K scroll ka na po. Tnx!|

Parental Love is no joke. It sounds common but how the griped hearts feels are definitely foreign. Imagine hearts being tied together unfit. The half beats this, the half is beating the opposite. Isn't it painful? For some maybe no, but rationally, it is. To those ships that worked good, they're probably fortunate. But with those not functioning well, it'd be surely hard. It hurts when you are to force your own heart just to throb for someone even though deep within, you did know it won't anymore because it would only speak for the one it truly yells, but then, you still have to.

It is hard pushing your heart to pump, act numb, and ignore the thorns you've  got from because it is unwilling. It was a pain thinking you don't have the freedom to choose whom to love any longer. It's not the destiny guided by your own heart which will decide your fate, but your parents' dictate. But that's it after all. That's a part defining most of Arranged Marriage. That was the catch. That is The Parental Love.

#ItRe4llyHuRts HAHAHAHAHA

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This is a story of a girl of No Boyfriend Since Birth. She once had a crush whom she marked as her perfect ideal. She fell-crazily inlove that she used to chase the destiny always after the boy.

She's a girl satisfied even of just watching her crush from afar.

One day, the boy noticed her. Many things pushed them together. And in one at a today-was-a-fairytale-sanaol-love-story, the girl received a crushback.

It was really a dream come true for the girl but her world retrograded when she heard that her parents already arranged her marriage. Subsequently, she found out, the boy is so as engaged.

They were not fixed for each other.

She loved him at the wrong time.
He loved her back also at the wrong timing.

They met at a wrong setting.
It's not yet the right time their love story to be written. That's the 'why' everything ended up crooked.

The girl's story was written half told; was made of no definite plot. Her love story was gone unright, upsidedown, of nowhere ending.

So now, when will her story be fixed?

When will everything become alright? What now is meant to happen?

Will she survive giving up her heart and deal with this parental love? But how can she make her heartbeat throb for the one fixed to be her husband if she knows she already gave her heart to somebody, that she could not claim it back anymore?

The girl has the faith. She waited. He arrived. She got him. Her prayers was granted. But only for a mean time, little did she knew. It was a perfectly twisted fate, when she was crushbacked, yet  also retroceded to the where she was... way back, then.

Her story speaks that thought of,
'Wherever you are to, no matter how far you've reached, you will always still turn your back, and drew again to where you originated.To where you came from, to the people you are with before, to the heart you had at first, and so, to the past'.

But, do past feelings can be developed again for the second time around? Can we turn our today back to yesterday? Can we skip the present and proceed to tomorrow?

We can fell back, we can move back and went into reverse, we do know we can push time for in the first place it was already running forward, BUT we cannot pull time and make it run backwards. Just that all we need is to walk with the clock. Go with the flow. Everything has the timing. Wait, see, reflect.

So if you think that this novel is gone out of organization right away, where you can't cope anymore with what exactly the story is going to tell, like the synopsis was so confusing,.. that is because it happens for a reason.

As the story goes, the girl actually was a crush of the boy wayback when they were only children, but,  the girl forgotten his existence. Now, she is chasing what she forgot. Luckily, the boy fell again on her. They are now happy. Yet a past of the girl turned tail approaching the scene. Complicatedly, and so as of the boy. They have their 'nows' where they wanted to just leave the past and live the present. But the future is unreadable; is not within the features upon their palms. Indeed, they both went back to the same ground. They only met, and are not meant. The future then is something like a blank space, a paper of nothing's drawn nor written at the same time, and the 'How', 'When', and 'Who' continued their—specifically, her love story? That is for you to discover.

Rasheed was her first crush, but Kifli is her first love. It's either the one of them, and it happened that she was like an elastic so was being pulled by the one—her innocent heart beated for, at the very first. To what first it is? That is also your part to know.

So now, does she believe that forever exists? Yes she do, but only if she would see crows turning white. She's almost a believer, not until she was married in-arranged to a man of not her definition of a real forever.

'First love never dies'. Opposedly, 'True love can burry it' some people says, but what if your true love is and will always be still the whom you loved the first?

That SHE, is the GIRL.
And that girl, is ME.

I am Shana, and this is my story.

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