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carls pov.

Chapter 13.

Carls pov.

I could tell rudy was starlted. I wanted to choke austin but i didnt. My dad decided we couldnt keep him. So my dad took him and sent him off with 2 guns a lot of ammo and food. After he left it was just bad. Rudy was pretty sad without girls here. She felt alone. Because it was mostly boys here. I tried making her happy but nothing worked. Then the worst was yet to come. One night i went to rudys room and when i walked in she was sitting on her bed. I sat down to talk with her. "Rudy um i need to talk to you". "What carl" she said. "Look i dont think our relationship is going well i mean your diffrent and you wont talk to me" i say. I see her turn away and start to tear up. "I cant help that i was raped" she said. "I i know that" i said. "I just dont think we should go out anymore". Now she was really hurt and i really regreted it. "What" she said nervously. "Carl i love you i just cant help i was thrown around" she says tearing more. "He has scared me for life, i fought and i couldnt stop" she said again. "I almost killed myself!" She yelled. "Rud.." she cut me off. "No!! Carl listen i cant play games i love you and i cant let you go your everything and i would die if i didnt have you!!". "Please rudy". "No if thats what you want, you can have it". "Just go find another girl" she said crying. She got up and stormed out.

Rudys pov.

Its like everything was just torn out of me like my life, my past, my future. Carl just now broke me. Everyday i cracked a little and piece by piece i thought i was getting better but now hes nothing. Im nothing. Then i hear a whisper "please rudy", "stay".....