Hot and Cold

Forgive Me ( nsfw warning! D: )

Author's note;; As stated in the chapter title, this is nsfw! It contains a little bit of sexytime, maybe, idk. First time writing such a thing, so yeah. Anyways, if you aren't comfortable with reading such things, just don't read this chapter. <3 Author-sama shall still love you!

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Madeline was abruptly awaken from sleep by loud yelling, curses that sounded as if they were spoken in Russian, and sobbing inbetween both. She quickly sat up, seeing that the noise was coming from Ivan, who was also sat up and had his hands over his face. "Vanya!" She said in a worried, hushed tone, scooting over to put an arm across his shoulders and gently pulled him closer to her. His yelling and cursing ceased almost immediately but the crying intensified. His shoulders and back shook with every sob and breath that racked him. "It's alright.. calm down.." Maddie tells him in a soothing voice, rubbing his back comfortingly. Eventually his sobs faded and he straightened, wiping his face with the back of his hand, and inhaled slowly, then exhaled in the same manner.

"I am sorry, Madeline." Ivan said, voice gruff and cracking at the end. "No, it's fine, Ivan." She told him quietly, returning her arm to her side after wiping away a stray tear rolling down his cheek. Ivan caught her wrist as she was lowering it and gently pressed her palm to his cheek. The two stayed in this position with their eyes locked to each others', lilac on amethyst, until Ivan lowered his gaze with a heavy sigh, releasing Madeline's wrist and laying back down on the bed. She followed suit, laying on her back and staring at the ceiling. After a few minutes, Ivan slid an arm around her shoulders to pull her back to him like before and tried going back to sleep. Madeline didn't protest, only complying with his action until he reached a hand over to her face, turning it to face his own that was only inches away. His deep violet eyes intensely bored into hers as if asking permission for what he wanted to do. Maddie looked to the side, the slightest of frowns pulling at the corners of her mouth and she tilted her head down a little bit upon realization of this. Ivan looked put out, but leaned forward and instead planted a gentle kiss on her cheek, then released her chin and laid back on the pillows again, now attempting to sleep again. Madeline sighed softly, laying her head against his chest as she did earlier, and drifted off.

Ivan woke to the trilling of birds outside the window of the apartment. Rays of sunlight were filtering in through the blinds. The Russian Nation yawned, stretching as well, and glanced over to his side. Madeline was still asleep against him. She looked so cute with her hands folded under her cheek, so at peace with the world. He smiled, gently tucking a stray piece of her hair that had fallen loose from her braid behind her ear. His soft touch made Madeline's eyes flutter open, then sigh softly as she smiled. "G'morning.." She said sleepily, rubbing at her eyes for a moment. "Доброе утро, Maddie. Did you sleep well?" Ivan asked, absentmindedly stroking her warm cheek with his finger. "Mhm.. are you okay? You scared me a little last night.." She said quietly, remembering his fit earlier. He frowned slightly and shrugged his shoulders. "Da, it was just a nightmare. Nothing to be worried over." She nodded in understanding, closing her eyes and sleepily reaching up to put her smaller hand over Ivan's that was gently stroking her cheek, wiggling back down into the covers. She wasn't a very good morning person, but of course had to be for her work. Honestly, she had thought so many times about just quitting her job at the psychiatrist. It was quite stressful, even though she was one of the most valued employees there. It did take lots and lots of work do do such a thing, anyways. Madeline was pulled out of her half-asleep thoughts by Ivan's face looming closer to her own, as well as his body shifting closer. She glanced up to him briefly with a look of questioning before he closed the small distance between their faces and pressed his lips to hers like he was longing to last night, a hand sliding behind her head and pressing her a little closer still. Maddie felt the need to protest, but after a moment, her eyes fluttered closed and the butterflies in her stomach intensified, hands curling up against his chest. At first, Ivan's kiss was soft. However, after a minute or so, the Russian's kiss intensified into something more heated and passionate, something he'd been longing for for quite a while.