MagCon One Shots

? Mystery Boy ?

Depression is like a black hole, pulling me in. Nothing is happy anymore. Nothing makes me smile. Not without him.

Knowing it's my fault makes it worse. I killed the only person I only ever loved. He shouldn't of been driving, but I let him go. He was upset and crying and not thinking straight and I let him go.

Matt and Carter came and checked on me yesterday, Hayes this morning. I pretended to be asleep and told my mom to get rid of them. I miss them all, but I can't face them. I can't tell them I was the last one he spoke to. The last words I ever said to him were "I never want to see you again."

A fresh wave of pain hits, and I wonder why I was stupid enough to even fight with him. What we had together was perfection. We were soulmates, I have no doubt. So why was I stupid enough to question our love? Over a stupid fight? I was angry and betrayed, but she kissed him. I believe him now. I should've believed him from the start.

*flashback*

"Baby, please, don't do this. She kissed me, I don't even like her. Let alone love her madly like I love you."

"Save it. It takes two to tango." Tears welled up in my eyes and I turned away from him so he wouldn't see me cry. I thought you loved me."

"I DO. I love you with all my heart and soul and if you leave me I will never be okay again. Without you, I'm nothing. You're my better half, you make me who I am. I don't even know who I am without you."

"Well you better figure it out, I'm done. Cheating is not acceptable."

"I'm so sorry." He dropped to his knees and buried his face in his hands. I heard him choking back sobs and It killed me to see him hurting. All I wanted to do was kiss him and tell him ill love him forever. But I need to prove what he did wasn't okay, even if I know we will end up
Together in the long run.

"Give me one more chance, Y/N. One more."

"I never want to see you again."

"If that's what you truly want. But I want you to know I will wait forever for you." He stood up and walked outside towards his car. "I love you," he whispered, and I shut the door. I slid my back down the door and finally let out the tears I was holding in.

Flashback over-

The next morning I got a call from Matt that there had been a horrible accident. He swerved into a semi, he was the only casualty. The paramedics said he died instantly. I can't help but wonder if what his last thoughts were, did he have time to acknowledge death? Did his life really flash before his eyes? Was I there?

That was a month ago, and I haven't left the house since, except for his funeral. It was a closed casket, so the last visual I have of him is leaving my house with a tear-streaked face.

I didn't know anyone could hurt so much.

-2 months later-

I can't believe he's been gone three months, today.
It feels like years. Eternity. The pain is still fresh, it doesn't ease with time. At least, not yet. But, I am trying to finally rejoin society.

"Ready to go back home?" Matt asks. We had been out to eat and shopped at the mall. "Thinking of him?" He touched my hand.

"Yeah. I just miss him so much, Matt. So much."

"I know you do, sweetheart. But he wouldn't want you to be so sad."

I nodded and we headed to the parking lot. I was texting Carter back about something when I heard a scream, "Y/N! WATCH OUT!"

Then it went black.

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When I woke up, I could hear someone pacing around. "Matt?" I croaked. For some reason, I felt like I should hurt worse than I do.

"No, it's me, Y/N."

"What? How are you..." It was him. I must be dreaming.

"Shh." He put a finger to his lips. "It'll all be explained in time, my love. "

"How have you been?"

He laughed. "Perfect, besides the fact that I didn't have you. How are you and the boys?"

"I've been better. The boys are all pretty good. We've all missed you like hell. I can't wait to tell them you're alive, especially JJ."

"Y/N..."

"What?"

"We're not alive. Matt tried to save you, but you were hit by a car. I'm sorry." I should feel sad, but I feel only remorse for the people I left behind, and relief to be reunited with my love. I tousle his dark hair.

"Letting you go was the worst mistake of my life."

"I never should have left you. But I've watched over you all this time. And now we can truly
Be together, forever. I wish you could've lived longer, but it is great here. And I have missed you so much. I love you, Y/F/N.

"I love you too, Jack Finnegan Gilinsky."

His lips touched mine fo the first time in three months. And then I heard him whisper, "Forever."

By: Eden (MrsTomlinson826 )

Anyone who sees this, this is actually the newest chapter but were having some difficulties and I posted up here so I will sort it out tomorrow don't fret my lovelies. Love yaaaaaaaaa.