Ishimondo Oneshots.

Argument

(T.W: Mentions of the F slur/ Internalized homophobia if you get triggered by either of these please skip this chapter). 

Taka and Mondo rarely argue, but when they did it usually got pretty heated, today was one of those days..

"You promised you wouldn't get drunk at that party but when I came to pick you up you almost killed yourself trying to pull some stunt!" Taka yelled

"I wasn't going to die! You worry to much." Mondo retaliated

"I do not! I just want to make sure you don't end up dead!?"

"I wasn't even that drunk."

"You passed out in the car!?"

"...I was just tired."

"That's bullshit!?"

Mondo flinched at that, Taka rarely swears.

"Look I didn't mean too-" Mondo started before Taka cut him off

"Didn't mean too..? Didn't mean too!? Holy hell Mondo, when you act like this I wish I left you there too die!" Taka clasped his hands over his face after he realized what he said "I-I didn't mean- I.."

"..It's fine..."

"I'm serious I'm sorry.." Taka approached Mondo cautiously 

"I said it's fine!" Mondo yelled pushing Taka away

"..."

"I.. I'm going to go outside for a bit..."

"sorry..."

"It's okay..  just overreacted.." 

Mondo left the house leaving Taka sitting on floor.

(Mondo pov)

Jeez.. I fucked up again... I should've just apologized in the first place and none of that would've happened.

I sat down on the street trying to get my mind off the event, but to my dismay I couldn't.. How was I going to go back to Taka now..? He probably hates me now, Way to fuck everything up.. 

I suddenly remembered what he said "I wish I left you there too die" I chuckled to myself for a moment, we'd both be happier if he did, why does he care about me so much..? I'm a fucking freak.. I don't deserve him.

I sat there for who knows how long.. an hour? maybe two... I heard footsteps approach and I looked over.. Taka? It looked as if he'd been crying for a while his eyes looked redder than usual

"Hey Mondo..."

"What's up..?"

"I wanted to make sure you were okay."

"...Why..?"

"Because I care about you."

"why do you? I'm fucking useless.. All I've ever done is made you sad."

"That's not true! You're my first and best friend I've ever had!?"

"..heh friend..." I chuckled

"What about it?"

"I love you... I have for awhile actually... I'm a fucking freak and I know I'm not supposed too and it hurts so much.."

"...I love you too, there's nothing wrong with it.."

"But it's wrong!? I'm not supposed to feel this way, I'm a gang leader not a fucking (F-slur)"

"Mondo.."

"I don't fucking understand!? I don't know... I hate this feeling.. why can't it fucking go away."

Taka hugged Mondo tightly

"It's okay.. It's going to be okay."

"I-I don't want to feel this way.. I don't get it, It hurts..."

"It's not wrong. It's normal."

"..."

I'm here for you, okay?"

"..Thanks.."

"See, It's going to be okay!"

"Heh.. yeah..."

"Let's go back home okay.."

"Okay."

(End)

(Sorry for not posting, I've started school now so I'm kinda focused on that now, I'll probably post less for a while! On another note I finished this chapter so that's cool.)